`LovedLovingWillLove`

2011-08-25T02:11:00.001+08:00

lonely..

I feel like talking to someone right now. But the thing is there is no one for me.

No matter what people around me say, i know the truth is that no 1 can be there for me 24/7. I got only myself to depend on.

pillar of strength

2011-07-14T01:13:00.002+08:00

Where is my pillar of strength when i need it? Life is getting so hard. I'm practically screwing up every single exam of mine. i'm losing my family. i dont know where my life is leading to. in a self-fish world like this, is it even possible to be selfless and to care about other people?

wtf! you cant be a man and stick to ur words. you are such a hypocrite! i have the conversation to prove it.

Shouted at.

2010-08-27T15:34:00.002+08:00

I just got shouted at.

This is the first time the person raise his/her voice at me :(

Hacker

2010-05-17T23:41:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone, I'm Danie, Saras's boyfriend. I'm hacking into her blog as a revenge attack for her hacking into mine and writing me a sweet post. Muahaha! Revenge will be sweet!

Well I just wanted to say that she is someone really special. She looks like a little girl on the outside, but has a really strong character! The 2 of us have been together for close to 41 months now, and its just amazing how she keeps our relationship spicy and exciting! Ive been told by many people that the first few months of a relationship, at most the first year would be exciting and you will get bored with your partner. Ive seen that happen to people too, but here I am after more than 3 years with her, still feeling crazy about her and thinking about her all the time, last thing before I sleep and first thing when I get up. Its just oven-fresh, like I just met her last month! I just don't know how she does it! Besides being an exciting person who you can never get bored being with, she has a strong heart and an awesome sense of judgment. She is just someone you can count on!

Hey Dear, I know its a very busy point of your life right now, working and doing your part time degree. Honestly, I have no idea how you have been able to manage such a hectic schedule and always stay one step ahead! You are half way through already Baby! I know it gets stressful now and then, but I can't think of a better person who can go through than you! Don't worry Sweetie Pie, I'll always be there for you when you need me. I'll come fetch you from work or school everyday and bring you for dinner, send you home safely and take care of you like a little girl! Would just like to thank you for being the best soulmate a guy can ever ask for! Muacks to you Dear!

P.S I'm actually doing duty and have to get back to work, but I can't wait to meet you!!!! MMMMuuuaahhh!!!

i won

2010-04-03T13:28:00.002+08:00

For the 1st time in my life, i won something through an online quiz!
Though its something small, I STILL WON SOMETHING!
ahahah!

school fee

2010-03-21T20:09:00.002+08:00

I feel so upset. Got to pay up school fees in May 2010. Got to pay $5,500 + 7% gst. Haiz.. Moreover for another 3 times (including May 2010).

If i were to take loan, then its 3% interest. Lets say my fees is $16,500. And i want to pay back in 3 yrs, i got to fork out $500 per month. If i were to start paying from Apr 2010, then i will finish paying in Apr 2013. I can only save $200 per month for my future.

If i want to ROM nxt month, i will only have $4,200 at the end of nxt yr. If only i win 4D, i can settle my fees and future. But the thing is i dont buy 4D.

God, please help me.

Close to my heart

2010-03-07T21:48:00.015+08:00

My life journey isn't exactly the smoothest. I mean, i did have my fair share of difficulties and problems. I heard of this quote and i think it should be shared. Get together with all your frens and dump all ur problems in this big bag. When u see the problems others go through, the first thing u do is to take back your own problem. Hahah! True.. quite true..
Anyway, there are a few lovely ppl in my life i should say thanks to..

1. My Parents

They have always been there to guide me through my darkest moment. Probably the only time they were happy tat i cried was during my first cry. Every other time i cried might have them thinking maybe they din fulfill their duties as Mum & Dad. They sort of let me grow from my own mistakes. They din tell me what to do, how it should be done and stuff. All they did was to be there when i decide which path to take. Til this very day, i can’t remember my parents saying No to any of the decision i made. Be it secondary school choice, what i wanted to study, my diploma course, my degree course, the frens i made, the Soulmate i brought home. I strongly believe cos they trust me to make the right choices. well, most of the time..
Dearest Ma & Pa, thank you very much.. I know i dont say it often but I LOVE THE BOTH OF U VERY MUCH!

2. My Sisters
They both are the ones i probably fought the most with in my life. Threw things at, scream everything and anything i can think of. At the end of the day, i know neither of us can go to sleep without knowing where the other person is.
Dearest Krishna & Mike 7, i know i'm going to miss the company of the both of u if i get married and move out. Lets treasure the moments k.

3. Mikes (Cousins)

Mikes, deep down we all know how much we love each other & are protective of each other. May this mike bonding keep us going strong.

Dear Mikes, no matter how old we get, we should love each other more and more each day. Anddd i'm waiting for the day to do inspection to all of your partners just like how mine went through :)

4. Ayuz
Ayuz, I've known u seen the age of 13. We always sit together during lessons, whenever possible. It was like super cool. You the hardworking 1 and i'm like the slacker in class. When i got mood, i did maths problem faster than u and u got tensed. Hahaha! Those were the days.
Dearest Ayuz, though we never get to see each other often due to our hectic life , u are always the special girlfriend i have.

5. Jeeva

Thank you very much for all the help you have given me. I still remember how u use to walk into class in the morning with a bright smile on your face and ur wonderful "Ganja" lines. You are 1 with heart of Gold.
Sweet Jeeva, I thank you for everything esp that advice you gave me on 3.11.2006. If not for that advice, i wouldnt be where i am today.

6. Seema
Jaanu, what can i say abt u? U, ur curry puff, blonde hair, frenster, facebook & suhu! Morninh gossips with Chicken sandwich can never be forgotten.. Hahaha!
Jaanu, Life can get hard but just endure aitez :) U are a beutiful & strong woman, u know it.

7. Cynthia Shirley

Sweetie, i still remember the 1st time i saw u. U were like energizer battery with never ending energy source. U have been a wonderful fren and super strong strength of pillar. Words cant describe the friendship we have. All the gossips and secrets we share.. Hahaha! Thanks for the tips just now. i shall try it soon ;)
Lovely Sweetie Cyn,Thank you very much for everything sweetie.

8. Ah Zai

My Dear, i've known u for less than 6 months but still the frenship is so sweet. The nonsense we share and gossips we have. Crazy is 1 word to describe it.

Dear Ah Zai, u are the only female companion i have in Vital 5. Dont worry abt anything while i'm here for u and i know i can always count on u to be there for me :)

Last but no least,

MY SOULMATE....

Sweetheart,
You have been a best fren, a guide, my bodyguard, my little boy, my first love, my tour guide, my partner-in-crime and everything else u can be :) In fact, u gave Love a new meaning. I still remember the 1st time i saw you. U were in a red polo t-shirt and u gave me a head to toe examination. Muacks! Our first hug near cck interchange.. Our first movie, Aragon @ Tampines Mall.. Our first swensons at orchard.. Our first time holding hands @ CG.. (p.s. i just realised that we hugged before we even got around to holding hands!) Our first kiss @ LP.. Our first time meeting each others parents.. Our first Valentine.. Our first overseas holiday together.. So many first and many more to come! I LOVE U SUPER SUPER MUCH BABY! MMMMMMUACKS!

Hearts, Hugs & Kisses,

Your Little Girl

Saras

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmuacks!!!

2010-01-13T17:15:00.003+08:00

Loads of things happened recently..

1. I started school.

2. Bestie got married.

3. Frens are going to get married.

4. I suffered from stomach upset for over 2 weeks and endured without taking MC til yesterday.

5. BF hasnt proposed so i'm nt getting married anytime soon.

6. I went for my first overseas holiday without parents.

7. I shouted at a bangla.

8. New moon release. Jacob is sizziling hot!!!

9. I cant recall at the moment.

2009-12-22T09:21:00.001+08:00

Dear All,
I still alive and kicking and crazily in love with the same guy :D

Love ya all,
Saras

2009-06-28T15:26:00.002+08:00

Have u ever wished u belonged to another race?

Sweet thing

2009-06-05T23:20:00.005+08:00

This is one of the most sweetest thing ever said to me by

My Little Boy:

Danie D says:
i can carry heavy things n do alot of work in a short time, n i hav a FREAKING HIGHER NITEC!!! n im handsomer than the worlds handsomest man which also happens to be me.. so will u employ me?? I'll work for free!

Danie D says:
i'll throw in free OT too

Danie D says:
n a shoulder massage

Awww..

I'm crazily in love with this lovable moron.
Muacksss!!!

Baby Boy, u're my world.

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMuacks!

sudden rush of emotions

2009-02-26T02:13:00.004+08:00

A sudden rush of emotions in me when

i reflect back on the past 2 years...

I miss him :(
I miss you, My Love...
Can't wait to meet you soon!

Here :)

2009-02-21T03:00:00.003+08:00

Hello Ppl!!
I am still alive and kicking.. I will upload a few pics and do the blogging later :)

RC Camp in '07

Muscle War '09 * I look fat :( *

Valentine's Day '09 @ Botanical Gardens

My Last Day @ Fareastflora.com
www.fareastflora.com - visit their website for flowers & gifts :)

bestfrenless

2008-07-05T17:06:00.002+08:00

Everyone has someone to laugh with, someone's shoulder's to cry on, someone to just confide in their deepest secrets, someone to walk with when the whole world turned their back against them..

Everone has a best fren to turn to but me...

Everyone but me..

Sucks to be best-frenless :)

passion on fire

2008-05-12T01:12:00.003+08:00

Passion on Fire!

p.s. It is sizzling hot

Hahahah!!! I couldn't help but to say something stupid that sounded like a crackers slogan.

16 mths anni

2008-05-08T23:57:00.003+08:00

He came back and he got me a red shirt (the one i am wearing in the pic) and an elle green watch as an anniversary gift!
So sweeeeeeet!

Things done:
- Mount Faber.
- Went to donate blood with him but i was rejected for low iron so only he donated.
- Watched 4 movies in 3 days

Nim's Island
Superheros
Doomsday
Iron Man

- Ate like a pig :(

So in all, it was ultimate coolness to have him back..God i realli missed him and i am missing him right now coz i last got to see him 2 days ago.

Boyfriend!!! I realli love YOU! i can't wait to see u ..

18 hours to go...

sailing

2008-04-07T00:40:00.003+08:00

I am going to miss Mr BF when he is off for his 3weeks sailing. I am super duper going to miss him :( I secretly hope that the God of the Sea will do something not that terrible but bad enough for the sailing to get cancelled & it won't have to be re-scheduled :P

So when i am longing for the love of the sailor, i will be doing the following:

1. Read the 4 new books which i have ( 1 bought by myself and the other 3 darling bought for me)
2. Watch smallville (God-knws-how-to-spell-it)
3. Get together with a few frens namely sec/pri and childhood frens.
4. Get a job and settle down!!!
5. Stay home and rot for 3 weeks all alone with no company by him. i am going to feel super bored coz i got no one to complain to and no one else will have time for me.

Message for Dear Darling Danie Dharma,

I pray that you will have a safe trip back and that the sailing wouldn't have squeezed out all the muscles u took years to gain. I promise i will let you go and train more often than you get to see me after your sailing. [provided that you leave out the training on impt days like anniversaries :) ] I will not do anything that will upset u. Try to call coz 3 weeks of not talking a single word to you it quite impossible for a chatterbox like me. I will drop by to ur house to visit your mom. i will air-out ur room also. i will entertain ur hse dog. Okai, now i sound like a maid :(

Anyway, i just want you to know, I LOVE YOU despite the fact you might nt be able to bring me a mermaid from the sea.I am going to wait for you with open arms. I am going to cook you something nice for the first time once u come back. I will be longing for ur arrival. U have not even left and i am missing you like mad :( i love you sweetheart, i really do.

Love,
Wifey Saras
*muacks*

p.s i love you

2008-03-26T20:45:00.002+08:00

This book is my next aim. i Soooo want to read it!!! Actually buy it!

*psst* Bf,
P.S. I need you

stressed!!!

2008-03-14T14:33:00.002+08:00

i feel so stressed because i am being offered the same job i rejected in another place!!!

VD '08

2008-02-16T16:57:00.003+08:00

So yea, people have been asking me what was my plans for VD and blah blah blah...

Blogspot, livejournals & xangas and friendsters are all filled with valentine's day wishes/pictures and details. So here is mine....

On Monday ( 11 Feb), Danie got to know that he had to go sailing on the 14th feb. which means tat he had to report to tuas base at 2300hrs. Valentine's gone. We wanted to meet before for dinner on the eve before he left.

On Tuesday (12 Feb), he got to know that he was sailing with another ship at a earlier time slot which is 2000hrs. So dinner plan ruined. Thus, i told him never mind. work finishes at 4:30 pm. i'll meet u for 2hrs or so and we can have a quick dinner.

On Wednesday ( 13 Feb, Valentine's eve), he got to know that he was activated for duty despite the fact that he had sailing on tat day. everyone else who had the sailing could leave work earlier and report back at 1900hrs but him. he had to stay there and do the whatever-shift until they sailed off.

On Thursday (14 Feb), he was at south china sea.

On Friday (15 Feb), Cynthia and i planned for a mini-valentine's celebration with the guys. we were suppose to go for dinner at breeks which is located at causeway. But guess what happen?? At 1045am, he called and said the guy who was suppose to do his duty on that day was on MC. therefore, he has to do it!!! I broke down. wat else to do? Cyn and i ordered cake and placed reservations already. i was blur and cyn tried to suggest ways to get danie out of base but to no avail. At abt 4 ++ pm, danie msged me. He said other ships were coming back and he can leave the place. i thought God was great. we were suppose to me Greg and Cyn at 7plus at woodlands and go for dinner. But guess what happen???

Danie msged saying that he will be late. Greg and Cyn said they din wan to go without Danie to breeks. so we hang out at Mac for til 9plus. then headed to banquet for dinner. we waited til 10plus when danie called. he said he was then onli leaving the place. we waited till 11pm. Danie arrived and we left for Mac with hope that they were 24hrs open. but guess what it only opened til midnight. atleast it was sth. so then danie ate, we cut cake, talked and left. that was my VD celebration.

Moral of the story: Dun have expectations for any occasion if ur partner or family are in the SAF. they can just spoil moments in a snap!!!

numbers :)

2008-01-24T11:06:00.000+08:00

Name 10 ppl u can think of right off e top of ur head.
Dun read e qns underneath until you write e names of all 10 ppl randomly.
This is a lot funnier if u actuallyrandomly list e names 1st.
No cheating!

1. Danie D
2. Nadira
3. Seema
4. Mom
5. Veeni
6. Buvanes
7. Cynthia
8. Jeeva
9. Ayuz
10. Liyanna ( for the harry potter she sent me)

How'd u meet 3?
- Meet her in first sem 2nd yr class

What would you do if you had never met number 1?
- I wun know how much a person can love and care for someone else

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
- Yeap :(

*Where did you meet number 10?
*Haematology class

How do you know 8?
- Hahahah.. in the same class as number 3

What do you think about 7?
- She is such a sweetie who cares for everyone :)

What would you do if 5 confessed theyloved you?
- She is my sister and i'd probably laugh my arse out...

A fact/or something about 9?
- She can get crazy at random moments

Who is 2 going out with?
- No one that i know of. Yet to catch up wif her

What's 6 do for a living?
- Studying

Would you ever live with number 8?
- Hahah.. Ganja life man...

Where does 4 live?
- Same place as me

What do you like about number 1?
- His lame crappiness, his strength to hang me upside down, his muscles and his character!

Is 2 your best friend?
- I know her since the age of 8 and i am 20 now.

Do you miss number 3?
- I will soon :(

What is your opinion of number 4?
- She knows me so well that i can't lie to her :(

Is 10 a power ranger?
- I wish so ;) I'd fight wif her to defeat the evil forces of the Earth

stardust

2008-01-18T18:06:00.000+08:00

Currently i want to read this book! but FYP is keeping me on my toes. tml is the D-Day. then it is all over : )

I saw the movie. Man, i got to admit that it was good. When Danie said that he wanted to watch it, i said it is not my kind of movie but i realise it actually was!!! I loved every bit of it.

The Star was beautiful :D

i wan to be a star too! i promise to shine bright all night and sleep like a pig the next day.

2008 start

2008-01-14T13:18:00.001+08:00

2008 New year started with the...

Post celebration for 1yr anni. coz i was sick on the actual day :(

Meeting just one hr for a dinner at the near by coffeeshop

To attending his fren's wedding :)

Oh yes, blur pictures emphasis lesser on my facial flaws -__-"

And Mr Bf,

Life is a blissssss wif u there. Yes, i do 'pms' and make life bloody for u but hang in there okai. It is just once a mth and onli 12 times a yr and more or less of 480 times of pms left to go (40 yrs * 12 times). I know u can do it.

And you have been taking care of me well enough. Yes, u don't bring me shopping spree. we don't go to new places all the time. we don't do anything out of the box. i am not asking you for all these things.

i don't need a bf who pretends that he loves me & cheats behind my back by filrting with other girls. I don't need a bf who is fake with his character and everything. I don't need a bf who does everything for me becoz he thinks he needs to and not want to.

All i need is one Danie Dharma who is making my life a fairy tale already :) Thank you sweetheart!

* PSST *
Coming up: shots of him tat u can never get to see else where. i'll be deleting the pics soon :)

yes, he did become my Santa for the 2007 X'mas :D

He decided to show me tat it was taking ages for me to reply to him.

one yr

2007-12-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

It started from this...

to ....

Countdown to the New Year Eve :]

belated bdae wish..

2007-12-04T09:50:00.000+08:00

A few days ago which was the 30th Nov, it was my 11 month anni. Time flies like mad!
Happy 11 months anniversary sweetheart!
I love you very much :) despite all the torture and irritations and mood swings i have given you, i hope you have not started to hate me :( i still think tat you are the most adorable and macho guy in my life :D

Love,
GF

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One the same day, the former chairman of Red Cross Chapter In RP turned 19 :) Yes, it was Clement's bdae!!!

Mr President of RP RCHN '06-'07,

Happy 19th Bdae!!!

Wish you all the best in life and that ur good buddy, "Mr Flu and Virus" leave you for good becoz i'm always reading in ur blog abut how they infect you almost every month. Start sleeping well and exercising for ur NS. Look and pamper ur hair with protein treatments and everything you want to do with it before it gets all shaven for ur NS.

I know your bdae wish for years have not been granted yet. Take ur time and you'll find her somewhere. If not become the next "mother theresa". You'll be called "Father Clement". HAHAHAH!!!!

Alright, ignore the chickens on our hands. This was during the last year's red cross BBQ in December '06. We had to attend a Red Cross thank you reception first and then we left for the BBQ. That explains our unsuitable attire for BBQ.

wishes

2007-12-04T09:36:00.000+08:00

I have come to realise tat i deserve nothing in life.
Becoz there is nothing tat i wish for happens.
All my wishes are becoming nothing but wishes!
Great isn't it :) * That was suppose to be sacarstic*

My Wishes all remain as wishes,
My Dreams are dreams...
It is either i haven woke up from my sleep or that i i wish something i should not be wishing for.

Yea, i do get it. I do get on people's nerves at times. But ever thought how much i have given in?
Does it seem fair to me when u get on my nerve but i can't do the same thing? Amazing uhuh.

I know that there is nothing in me to show off. I do agree with all of you.
I din ask you guys to be proud of me. I din request you guys to treat me like royal highness.
All i want is something that i can make you guys proud of me. If i can't reach up to all the different expectations all of u all have for me, then it's okai. I'll try my best. If i have embarassed you while doing so, i'm sorry. If you don't want me to try or that you want me to stop trying, let me know. I'll walk away. see, it is easy to say but the hard part is when doing it.

Once again to you guys out there who think i am not up to ur standard, ur class ur whatever, tell me. don't keep it to yourself and give me a disappointed tone/look when i fail to do it. I'll just slap myself hard on the face, pull my ears and rake out my brains, hand them over to u and walk away. Although the walk away is impossible after raking out my brains :X

Just random thoughts, so no worries.
Love you guys.

10 mth anni

2007-10-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

Mr Hubby,

My blogskin is going to be my dedication to you for our 10 month anniversary. It felt as though i just met you yesterday. We have gone through alot in the past months. So many different experiences and i am looking forward to having more memorable experiences with you for the rest of my life. Dear, being in Love with you is indeed bliss. I love you loads and once again happy anni!!!!

Love,
Wifey

tears

2007-10-30T17:43:00.001+08:00

Sitting all alone with hope
that someone will come and brush away the tears on my face.
But i realise that i am alone here.. all alone..
I got to learn how to care for myself,
Coz no one is going to be there for me.
When i finally meet...
Death

ben& jerry's

2007-10-26T10:27:00.000+08:00

This post is going to be abit different. I'm going to start off with pictures. Shopping in NTUC with bf. So let's see what i got in the plastic...

Some kind of feeling in me made me to get a peek into the plastic

And so i did...

Did i mistake what i saw? No it can't be.. so i took a 2nd peek...

*GASP* it was for real. Ben & Jerry's!!!!

*Screams out aloud* BFFF!!!! it was my love, Chocolate Fudge Brownie!
I went nuts after seeing it..My Love, My Lust!!!

Presenting to you, 3rd Sgt Danie Dharma!!!

He was the kind soul who bought it just for me, just for ME!!!

OMG, you are so kind. May you be blessed with the best biceps, best triceps, best 8 pac abs, best chicken thighs :) , best forearm, shoulders, chest and everything that i forgot to mention upon seeing the ice cream!

*oops* i think when i said that the ice cream was my love, my lust and all, he felt inferior to the ice cream and started to stare at it hard.. Really hard. He wanted to scare the ice cream to the core but the ice cream tub stick out it's tongue to him.

He started to look at the tub right at the spot where it says chocolate fudge brownie.
Then bf realised he needed to use his physical looks to win the ego of the ice cream. and then he flexed his bicep. i was like " Dear, no need to do that. I love you more than everything :) i'm a nice gf. dun worry okai, i'll always call u MY ONE :D" and with that he relaxed. He decided to make friends with the ice cream.

So as frens, they decided to take a nice picture together :D

Yeahness!!! They also made a deal. From now on, if someone tried to bully chocolate fudge brownie, bf will got to the rescue. and supposedly when there is a blue moon and bf accidentally makes me blow my top off.. he'll get choco fudge brownie to do the "manja-ing"/ coaxing.

And then i got hungry and threatened to eat up poor bf.

With no choice left, he began to open the ice cream tube.
*yum yum* - smacks lips -

Hooray!!! BF, you are the best. Even though NAVY might be taking half ur time, do not forget that gf is still here for u. MY ONE!!!!

The first part of the story:

As some of you guys knew i was fasting for one month. That means veggie food only. with so much school work and all, stress started to accumilate in me. That was when i confessed to bf about my craving. i wanted to eat Ben & Jerry's Chocolate fudge browine.. So we went ahead to go find for it. We went to over 3 stores which includes giant at pioneer mall and 7/11s but no avail. I was so sad. So we thought we'll go back to CCK after our plans and then find for it.

After 4 hours of longing for the ice cream, i saw it at Cheers near CCK interchange. But what happen nxt was heartbreaking. I took the ice cream tub and something told me to look at the back of it. and when i saw the ingredients, my heart just shattered. i was so lost :( there was eggs in the ice cream. haiz, i felt so disappointed and bf saw tat. that's when he said that "it's alright gf, i'll get it for you once you finish ur fast." And that's why i got treated to the choco fudge brownie.

BF, Oh BF!!! you are my absolute love!!!!

V shape

2007-10-25T10:08:00.000+08:00

This is what i call a V shaped body. You have broad shoulders with thick muscular chest and then a small waist to make a body for a guy. The icing on the cake would be if the guy has good 6abs or better still 8 pacs. hahah!!! V shape does not include wide waist with parallel shoulders. and there is no point in wearing tight clothes and thinking that you look good despite the fact that you know where u stand when you look into the mirror.

P.S: this post is written at random when i am sitting in the class bored while doing research on viscosity.

Since i am in the topic about dressing, i might as well as about how people judge us from it.

first consider about the fact why people tend to associate us with our dressing sense. the reason is that we usually wear what we like or we think we look good in. In a case of a sportman, he is most likely to be wearing some sports associated shirt or some jersery with shoes. someone who is into hiphop, they would be dressed in 'army' looking pants which clings near their hips with metal belt and converse shoes and some 'bling-bling'. if we were to see someone who is wearing all black with dark eyeliner, black colored nails and long/messy hair, probably the person is interested in gothic/emo culture. so in all, people dress what they like to be.

in my case, as many people know, i dress more like a slacker. that means polo tee and jeans with slippers or shoes. i don't really give much importance into dressing nice because i am not meeting Mr Bf everyday. sometimes i try to look nicer for him or in case there is any events like AGM or some important meeting at HQ. So people do feel that i am more of a slacker which at times i would not disagree with. i am sick of people trying to tell me to dress up but do consider that i need money to make the first step that is to buy clothes. if you say that i can dress up with what i have at home, then you are wrong bacause more than half my cupboard is filled with polo tees. so why blame me? hahah.. i know i can make the effort to save and buy but whenever i'm saying money, i have other more important issues to give the money to. haiz, i am sick of it. might as well wait til i get a job or something.

So people can't differenciate the dressing style when it comes to looking good or attract people of the other gender or worst still the same gender * yewwwww!!!*

A gay would dress in a more feminine way trying to attract men or as i heard before, wear tights in the gym in an attempt to find another guy who shares the same gender interest. If it is a woman, people say that it is difficult to differenciate whether a woman who dresses to look good or to attract men. let's look at it this way. if a woman wants to look good, she might dress in a way she shows people that she feels good about herself. if it is someone who wants to attract man, she would dress revealing and all. some might ask how to differenciate. a woman who wants to look good might dress abit revealing flaunting her assets in the correct and decent way. that means she might not mind showing abit of cleavage or legs. the key word is abit only. she would not be attracting the wrong crowd of people.

However if it is a woman who wants to attract another man, she would be practically showing off everything.. from her boobs to her thighs. probably when she bends forward, whatever is inside is bulging out. as for her legs, it might probably reach a point when you can't see her mini-skirt or that her skirt is of ur palm length. if u say you wan to look good for ur own partner, then just do so when you guys are having ur own time or when there is no one around. but by wearing as though you have almost no clothes on, you are just sending the wrong msg. in that case, do not claim that a guy is trying to misbehave to you (girls) or that a gay is trying to get close to you (guys).

To conclude this topic to from my point of view, it is just that people can wear what they like in order to look good or feel good abt themselves. but they should not send the wrong msg to people which sadly many people are doing :(

let's all have a minute of silence for all these clowns. *hush*

Wokai, next post is most probably abt ben & jerry's chocolate fudge ice cream, new blogskin and clowns who are so keen in making themselves look like fools :)

songggg

2007-10-15T10:37:00.000+08:00

Movie: Thottal Poo Malarum

Song: Mugaththai eppothum

English lyrics of the Song:

Mugaththai eppOthum moodi vaikkaathad

yenatu nenjaththil mullai thaikkaatha

yen kanmani kaathOdu sol un mugavari O...

ennaalumay en paattukku nee muthalvari hay...

(Mugath)

Arabhu naaday asanthu nirkkum azhagiyaa nee

uruthu kavinjan umar hayaamin kavithaiyaa hay...

hay... unnudaiye netri unnai patri kooruthay

ullikkum pOttu unthan kuttu solluthay
paarvai kazhugu paarvai therinjukkO

enakkirukkum sakthi praasathi purinjukkO

kaal kolusu thaan kalekalekkuthu

kaiyin vayal kaathu kulire kaanam paade hay...

lakiraa laakiraa...

(Mugath)

Pottirukkum kOsham veasam beashaa porunthuthay

pennazhagu moththam kaanesiththam virumbuthay

ven nilavin theagam muudum maygam vilagukumaa

vanne udal yaavum kaanum yOgam vaaikkumaa

konjam kozhuppu konjam thimiru
enakkumirukkum unakku maylay anbuththOzhi hay....

mugaththai eppOthum moodi vaikkaathay...

[Arabhu]

(Mugath)

This is the tamil version:

This song is currently is a love for me apart from bf!!!!

You guys should have heard how Dinesh from Vasantham star sang this..

Shiok!!!! Can feel the heart melt..
*okai, i know tat it does not make sense that ur heart melts upon hearing a song :$ *

I tell you if Mr Bf was to sing this song to me, i'd marry him on the spot.. I promise :X

Yeah right, like real.. As though he is able to sing tamil songs like this...

Maybe i should add this one more criteria to already-there-crterias bf has to pass when proposing to me in the future.

1. Ben & Jerry's ice cream [ chocolate fudge brownie]

2. The ring should come with the ice cream

3. Latest add-on, to sing the song mentioned above!!!

Danie Dharma, if you satsfy the following criterias, i'll marry you :D

If not, you have to re again and again until you pass. I'll wait for you ; )

I'm a nice gf afterall...

And this is for u:

Love,

GF :D

some stupid test

2007-10-14T20:08:00.000+08:00

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very High
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Low
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's" Inferno Hell Test

One word

2007-09-27T11:06:00.000+08:00

You.Can.Only.Type.One.Word.Not as easy as you might think.

1. Where is your cell phone ?
- Bag

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?
- Base

3. Your hair?
- Dyed

4. Work?
- Stress

5. Your father?
- Work

6. Your favorite thing?
- Lappy!

7. Your dream last night?
- Nightmare

8. Your favorite drink?
- Lemon

9. Your dream car?
- None!!!

10. The room you're in?
- W56G

11. Your pet?
- Fishy

12. Your fears?
- Lonliness

13. What do you want to be in 10 years?
- Home!

14. Where did you hang out last night?
- Home

15. What you're not good at?
- Singing

16. Eyebrow rings on the opposite sex?
- Idiots!

17. One of your wish list items?
- Holidays

18. Where you grew up?
- Singapore

19. The last thing you did?
- PPT

20. What are you wearing?
- Clothes

21. What arent you wearing?
- Necklace

22. The website GoofyAuctions.com(filled with eBay spoofs)?
- Nonsense

23. Your computer?
- Nope

24. Your life?
- Miserable!!!

25. Your mood?
- Irriatated

26. Missing?
- BF!!!

27. What are you thinking about right now?
- Shhh...

28. Your car?
- None

29. Your work?
- Unemployed

30. Your summer?
- Stressed

31. Your relationship status?
- Attached

32. Your favorite color?
- Gween

33. When is the last time you laughed?
-Tuesday

34. Last time you cried?
- YTD!!!

35. Why did you cry?
- People

good and bad girls

2007-09-20T11:05:00.000+08:00

Difference between good girls and bad girls.

*Good girls loosen a few buttons when it's hot.
*Bad girls make it hot by loosening a few buttons.

*Good girls wax their floors.
*Bad girls wax their bikini lines.

*Good girls blush during sex scenes in a movie.
*Bad girls know they could do it better.

*Good girls wear white cotton panties.
*Bad girls don't wear panties at all.

*Good girls think they're not fully dressed without a strand of pearls.
*Bad girls think they're fully dressed with just a strand of pearls.

*Good girls only own one credit card and rarely use it.
*Bad girls own one bra and rarely use it.

*Good girls pack their toothbrush.
*Bad girls pack their diaphragms.

*Good girls wear high heels to work.
*Bad girls wear high heels to bed.

*Good girls think the office is the wrong place to have sex.
*Bad girls think no place is the wrong place.

*Good girls prefer the missionary position.
*Bad girls do too,but only for starters.

*Good girls say "no".
*Bad girls say "when".

Temper

2007-09-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we, humans got to learn things the hard way. We have to sacrifice certain things like friendship, feelings, dreams & time in order for someone else to learn the lesson. It is just like a teacher who stays back after school to help out a weak student. Some might say it is her job but actually nope. A teacher's job is only during the school hours. It is extra work if the teacher stays back to give extra lessons for her student. What is the cost? The teacher might have to cancel a plan/date/get-together time wif a love one. Another example might be the mother has to punish the child by beating him/her. Which mother would like to beat her child? One can say "why not talk nicely to the child? The child might listen in that way." But not all childs are the same.

Actually i dun realli know the purpose of this post. I just felt like typing something and here i am typing away. I just feel so lost with my other half at work right now. Can't wait to see him tml!!!

"wonderful" fren... oops.. ex-fren..

2007-08-22T19:27:00.000+08:00

A friend of mine, or ex-friend since he was the one who said he broke the frenship and all, posted a blog about me recently. He was unhappy about things related to our CCA which is Red Cross. His idea was to resolve whatever misunderstandings we had by posting a blog about me and cutting off my friendship. It’s obvious that his intentions are to win the arguments and not really to resolve things, so he resorted to such an easy way out. i shall write this blog in the same way as you did about me, since you heavily defended ur actions and think u did the right thing. I want to do the right thing too.

I know sooner or later he’ll get to know about this blog entry and that he might read this. So do get the fact right that I am hurt & pissed for all those things that he mentioned about me, making it a personal attack. I don't want to tell this to his face because
1. I find it useless to argue with guys who always want to win.
2. He is the best fren of my BF and I dun wan my bf to be stuck in this mess.

He hurt my feelings by posting the blog, but claims that its ok to post the blog as he didn’t mention my name. However, he mentioned my appointment in my CCA, the vice –president(VP) post with which everyone will find out who I am anyway. He defended himself by claiming that the year ones don’t know that im the VC. How about the rest of the students in the CCA and the school? He defended himself further that if I got hurt about him writing bad stuff about me, its my problem and not his mistake. So well, since he said that, it is also ok for me to write bad stuff about him. Since I didn’t mention his name, it is ok. Well, so let me elaborate..

Initally alot of ppl told me not to mix around with this person, he’s not my kind of friend, he is a bad company and all. But I always stood up for him and told them that he was a nice guy, a good friend, always there to lend a helping hand. But i guess i was wrong. I shouldn’t have told so many ppl good things about him and defended him. It all just backfired to me for being a good fren.

1stly he mentioned that his other frens in the RC said that he was committed. First thing can your frens in RC be more committed than my committee members? Are you sure that ur frens who said u are committed turn up in more events than my officers? if they aren’t, how can u use what they said to justify that you are committed? I am not saying, I repeat I am NOT saying your frens are not committed. They are nice people to work with and they have helped me and I’m thankful. But if your frens are not there all the time, how do they know that you are committed? Irony isn’t it? Btw, I am not running a military camp or sec sch NCC with the aim to control people. So controlling my juniors is not my job.

2ndly he mentioned that about my ex-president. How long does he know about my ex-president to run his mouth over him just like tat? Whatever he does is nothing I can say or do about. There is no reason why you should bring him into this matter. Get a life man!

3rdly he mentioned about coming to every event I complained there is no manpower. How many events did you come for that I said got no manpower? Got list? The camps which you stay in with the rest of us were volunteered by yourself. You said you were bored at home and that’s you wanted to join us at duties and all. We din ask you. He mentioned he din bother about CE pts. Of coz he wun. He completed the number of pts needed to graduate. So why would he bother abt CE pts anyway?

4thly he mentioned about spending all his free time to committee for RC as much as possible. Did I ask you to? You wanted to join the IG. So commitment is something that should come along with it. It is as though u tell your wife that “hey, just because we are married it doesn’t mean I got to be called your husband. I still want my marital status to be single.” Seriously, I dun give a damn coz you quit already.

And it was you who was complaining to me that I am not allowing you to spend time with your gf during IG duties and all. Most of the time, no one would put couples to do duty together or sth. Because you might end up not doing the work assigned. Do you know how to differentiate personal life and work? My IG is nt named “BF-GF bonding time” for your information. Since you have many IGs and you are complaining that I am the one not giving you time for ur relationship to grow, why not quit all the IG but one and spend the rest of the time together? Moreover, you started about the word commitment.

He also mentioned that I didn’t let him finish the reasoning part. Try to re-call the phone conversation again boy. I asked you where was ur commitment to the camp, it was not I told u to ur face that you were not committed. Got difference you know. What did I say after u said u got grading and all? I said okay and I asked for ur gf number. I couldn’t be bothered to ask you any further about your reasons for not coming. If you dun like making new frens, then I think your frenster account is being hacked into. Because it seems to me that there are always girls giving you comments such as “thanks for the add”. And how is it that you used to tell me that “hey, I am making fren with a new chick and all.” Tsk.. tsk..

5thly he mentioned that I am always aiming he & his gf for letters for not going for the camp. He din bother to clarify things with me. He claimed tat i onli requested letter from him and his gf. In actual fact he doesn't know tat all members who came to the meeting were informed to submit letter if they are not going for the camp. And for tat meeting, on the 3rd august 2007, the frens whom I suppose he asked didn’t turn up. Obviously they would not know tat they got to give letter. However, some of those who din turn up at the meeting later on msned me asking the meeting agenda. That was when they got to know about the letters thing. Maybe you should try asking them again to get your fact right. You can ask whoever came for meeting on the 3rd august 07 about the letter thing also. Need the attendance and contact number, let me know. I’ll ask the secretary to send it to you : )

Next you mentioned that I din understand about the family situation and all. Recall the phone conversation once again man. What did I say? I told u I got to settle things by the nxt morning and I all I wan to do is to msg her. Then you were like “blah blah”. I had to get my work done. I had no choice but to get her number which resulted in me saying I am a VP. I din understand her family situation? What did I tell you after u explained why I shouldn’t msg her at night? I told “okai, I still need the number. I need to update the nominal rolls to give HQ.” all you could do is to say I am stubborn. Are u sure I was stubborn? You think I was not patient enough? You din understand my work situation, did u? Double standard isn’t it? Well, think about it again.

He mentioned so what if I was the VP and whether I have 2 horns on my head. Hahah. Did I ever say that I have horns on my head? You assumed it yourself and there is nothing I can say about it. Well, so what if you know martial art? Have you won any competitions to back up your amount of talk? You bragg about ur martial art skills all the time too, how many tails do you have??(just like you asked me where are my horns.) All the time when you mentioned you “broke XXX number of heads, broke XXX number of legs, cracked XXX number of fingers and all”, do u have any prove? I mean it must have been obvious to you that we are not going to track down the people whom you mentioned got whack by you and ask “hey, did that guy come and pluck your tongue out or something.” So dun talk big until you have back up information. Atleast it should have gone into your brains that it was the effort which I put in all the years in RC which got me the position I am holding now. I think that itself speaks a lot. I am not a sports athletic to show medals or anything. So dun bother asking me to medals or trophies if that is what you have in mind.

He claimed tht no one in RP knows that Red Cross existed. It is an empty claim for your information. You din go about surveying everyone in RP to find out about this. Moreover he claimed that he made RC famous singlehandedly. You made RC famous by recruiting 3 people? You wan to compare how many I would have recruited in the 3 years? Also, how about those who joined before you? They didn’t know about the RC existence? Not to forget you mentioned this as well: “Without me, your cca will still be invisible as it is right now.”

And come to think of it, how on earth are we getting such a big number of people coming for our blood drive every 3 months once. It is obvious that the school RED CROSS chapter is the one organizing it. Ever occurred to you? You said no one is afraid of me. It seems as if you are saying that a good leader is someone whom people are afraid of. Let me get this right to u, this is not a military camp. My members are not supposed to be afraid of me. A good leader is some1 who does not instill fear in members. Since you yourself said that no one is afraid of me, thank u for indirectly saying that I have been a good leader. Still you can mention tat it won’t take too long to physically wreak every guys in RC. u know that u learnt martial arts, so u dare to challenge others who don’t. That’s as good as challenging a 3 year old to playing scrabble. Why not challenge someone who’s better at something then you are, for e.g., challenge aishwarya rai to a beauty pageant? That’s what I will call guts.

He claimed that every guy in school fears him because he can fight or that he got fighting skills. Then why is it that nobody is hiding/ cringing away in fear when he walks by? Or that how come people thinks of him as a joke in school? When I mention about you to people, the only reaction they give is “what is this object?”
Even my fren seemy told me that. How about wooing my close fren seemy and asking for her handphone number? When she refused to give her number, you can still ask another fren of mine to give seema’s number to you. Dun forget what happened that time in school library with me and seema. Once you know that she is single, you were like “why you din tell me? I would have dated her right and all.” Come on, my fren got standards. Do you think tat she would even date u? Btw, all this happen when you were attached. Does this ring a bell about commitment??

When my bf defended me (his gf), at the time when you called and scolded me, all my bf did was to defend me. And you said it is a betrayal? Is it a betrayal? My BF was stunned when you said that and so was I. everyone who don’t share your opinion becomes and is considered a betrayer? Everyone who protects & defends their love ones becomes a betrayer? That’s amazing.

Seriously man, GET A LIFE : )

Now that i have posted my entry about this person, I feel so happy. he has no reason to get angry as i didn’t mention his name. Supposedly he gets hurt, it’s his mistake and not mine, as it’s my blog and i can post whatever i want. These lines are exactly what he said to defend his words & actions. If he is a man of his words, he will accept this post. So there you go, you reap what you sow afterall.

Oh ya, about the part of being me mentioning in my earlier post that my friend doesn’t understand me and that you asked whether it rings a bell. Well, it does. Look into the mirror : ) Btw, I din say my fren was ungrateful.

P.S: This is a reply to the post on your blog. If you are a man of ur words, you would accept this post and not reply back :)

miss u

2007-08-19T18:15:00.000+08:00

I'm already missing you so much & i know i will be missing u much much more...
This is called the power of love!!!

Fren

2007-08-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

I think i have lost it.. yea, seriously u are no longer something i can claim which is mine.

The moments when we could read each other's mind,
The hours we spent together,
The days when we gave each other the support to move on,
The months we suffered together,
The years when we dreamt about the future together,
The times when we made the vow not to drift far apart...

Everything stated above was true. Except the last sentence. That one vow itself became transparent and it eventually disappeared into the thin air just like that *snaps finger*.
How and why did this happen?
Misunderstanding... Lack of communication... Refusal to accept the fact...
First and foremost, get the fact right that i do have commitments. It is not as if that my world is school and nothing else. I do have other commitments like RED CROSS. Can u like get that into ur mind??? RED CROSS!!! my passion since young. it is not as if i forgot u or something. My projects just plied up and i spend half of my day in sch, the other quarter in HQ and the last quarter at home to bath & sleep. I dun even get to catch up what is happening outside.

You dun anyhow accuse of ppl occupying my time or that i forget u eversince i got new ppl in my life. I am not such person!!! OLD is still GOLD for me. I dun know abt u :$ If u think something is wrong, then clarify with me face to face. If dun wan, use the msn. If nt e-mail. Worst still, letters or pigeons. I dun mind. I tried my best to clarify things wif u but u din want to take the next step. You said there is nth to clarify. Always i got to be the one to stoop low and wait. I dun mind if u are the kind of person who appreciate it. But look at urself in the mirror and ask this qn: " Do i really deserve this? People are being nice to me and all i do is to refuse to understand them?" I dun know how u look at the outside world. But i only got 3 things to tell u...

1. Accept people for what/who they are.
2. Learn to look at the outside world in a broader view.
3. Clarify if there is something u are not comfortable with or sure about. This would prevent about 101 more people from being irritated by you.

P.S: I HAVE NOT CHANGED AS A WHOLE. I learnt the fact the i got look at the world differently; in fact much differently than u, communicate with people from different backgrounds and learn to accept most of the world and people. i wouldn't say that i am perfect. Neither i would say that i am an idiot.

Why did i bring this up suddenly because, u got to know that u have hurt me very much. I am not angry with you. Just pure hurt. I am almost in tears, so u should know how bad things are now. I thought u would be the same old person whom i can always depend on for a helping hand but i guess i was wrong. When things got hard for me, i had to do something about it. I wished that u understood that. When i had other things that need to be done due to commitment, i wished that u understood that. When i tried to explain things to u, i wished that u understood. Now i know something, u can never understand things. U never accept things and u are what u think ppl are. I mean u are becoming what u assumed others were. In fact, i suppose u were the one who forgot the meaning of " OLD is Gold or that old is best." Trust me i have not. That's why i decided to blog about this. If i had been what u assumed i was, i would nt even acknowledge ur presence.

However, i am not such a person.
I do not accuse people and assume things.
I do not forget people including my frens.
Lastly, i am not those who forget the help one has done for me b4 & i do remember all the helps u have done for me all the while.
And i do thank you with all my heart for all the help u have done for me so far. *smiles*

The last thing i would like to say is that,
This is post is just for u...
For u my supposedly special one...
This is for you...
My Fren...

Hitler is vegetarian

2007-07-27T11:04:00.000+08:00

Hitler was a VEGETARIAN!!!

A dedication to hubby :]

2007-07-25T13:55:00.001+08:00

A dedication to my dearest birthday boy:
HAPPY 21ST BDAE SWEETHEART!!!
Be blessed with all the beautiful things in life :)
Always remember that obstacles are never a hindrance.
It is something to make u strive harder and achieve higher.
As they says, "What doesn't kill u, makes u stronger"

Remember, no matter what i will always be by urside :)
I wish u all the best in life and...
I LOVE U VERY VERY MUCH DEAR!!!

Relationship : )

2007-07-06T12:01:00.000+08:00

1) Single, Taken, or Flirting?
* Taken :)

2) Are you happy with where you are?
* OF COZ!!!

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
* I dun think so.. it took me about 1 month.

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
* Hmmm...

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
* Nope :(

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
* The trust is not going to be there like the last time. so what's the point?

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
* Yeap yeap :)

8) Do you want children?
* In about 8 years time...

9) How many?
* 2 shld be alright...

10) Would you consider adoption?
* Depends whether i can have my own kids or not...

13) Do you want someone you can't have?
* No use waiting for something that you can never get...

14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
* Not really...

15) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
* Why not? It makes the relationship grow to be more stronger :D and u have something to look forward to every month :)

16) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
* Yeap, why not if it is for the good?

17) If you could get married anywhere, money's not an object, where would it be?
* Hawaii!!!

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
* I'm wif him right now :) -yipee!!!-

19) Have you ever wished you could have someone but you couldn't now ?
* Hmmm...

20) Have you ever broken a heart?
* I dun think so :$

21) Would you ever fight somebody over your boyfriend/girlfriend?
* Of COZ!!! HE IS MINE!!!

22) What would you say about your ex?
* Never had any :)

2007-07-05T14:35:00.000+08:00

Too many things to blog abt but no mood to type now :P

first...

2007-06-26T09:16:00.000+08:00

How old were you when you first:

1. Fell in love
18 plus

2. Lost someone close to you
Dun think so...

3. Drank alcohol
Not yet :]

4. Smoked
The smell stinks and wat makes u think i want to stink that bad?

5. Got kissed
18 plus :)

6. Went to the hospital
U mean admitted? Never!

7. Got your heart broken?
Not yet

8. Lost a pet
16

9. Got arrested?
Nah!

11. Broken a bone
I got healthy bones

12. Got a job
18 plus

13. Got cheated on
Never :]

14. Rode the city bus alone?
8

15. Went to a concert/pub/disco?
18

17. Got a cell phone
17

18.Snuck out of the house
I am a good girl :)

19. Drove a car
Never before :(

20. Fighting in school??
i'm a peacemaker!

21. Your 1st brutal fighting??
Nah, i dun fight :) world peace -_-v

22. How old are you now
18 plus..

what do i fear?

2007-06-05T11:54:00.000+08:00

Let's see what do i fear... hahah...
If you get more than 30 you're paranoid.If you get 10 or less you're fearless.
People who don't have any are dummies who want people to think they are tough stuff.

I Fear...
[x] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] cotton balls
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowd
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] diseases
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone forever
[x] being blind
[x] being deaf
[ ] growing old
[ ] monsters under my bed
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs if they were alive
[ ] the welcome mat

Total fear: 8

5 months anni

2007-05-31T23:25:00.000+08:00

5 months anniversary was a bliss!!! Seriously i never thought that a guy can keep me this happy :] After 2 days we met finally. It started with a holy vesak day. We meet up at about 9 plus at jurong mrt control station. I wanted to go temple and he insisted on following me despite the fact he was tired from the past 2 hectic days. So sweet of him!!! Go temple, finish praying & all. Then headed to west mall. Checked out whether got any nice movie and SHREK 3 came to our mind. The time then was 11:40am. So we got tickets for the 12:15 show. Went for brunch and then went for the movie. It is a must watch!!! really funny.. After the movie, headed bek to his place. talked to his mom for sometime. Then his dad came bek. Dear was saying about going to his father's shop to help. Therefore, i agreed to go with him. Before leaving, Dear looked at me and said " Go and look under ur handbag." i was puzzled at first. But i just went to his room to look at under my bag which was on his table. When i saw, i was SHOCKED!!! SPEECHLESS!!! i din know what to say. I saw a card and a wrapped gift :$ I just screamed " DANIE!!!" he came wif a grin on his face. i just hugged him tight and didn't let go for sometime. i told him tat i din expect anything 'coz it was only 5 months and i always told him not to get me anything. when i open and see, it was 2 mango tops. one black and the other green. the card was more touching coz it was the pic of taj mahal drawn by himself. no tracing! he drew it himself just for me :) double sweetness!!! then we headed to his father shop at tuas to help out wif some things. hahah, it was nt bad after all except for the siren sound which was irritating :$ after the 2hr plus helping out, the 3 of us [his dad, him and me] headed for a coffeeshop near my place for a drink. went home after tat. it was a very nice day when i actually got to spend quite some time with him.. in 1 mth time, it'll be his competition. 6mths anni = his competition. if u gusy recall, my 3mth annni wif him was also his competition day :) i can't wait!!! EXCITED!!! HAHAHA!!!

He bought me a green racerback top & ...

The Black Top

The card he made for me at 2 am...

Oh yes, he drew it by himself... super sweet la!!!

The card & Gift :]

Caught Shrek 3 :)

And i got to say this now and that is...

Danie Dharma, thanks for everything and I LOVE U LOADS!!!

60 -60

2007-05-29T13:27:00.000+08:00

Where are you right now?
* E37D

Are you bored?
* Sort of.. 3rd meeting going on now *yawns*

What day is today?
* twwesday!

Are you happy?
* Wif my life? Why not?

Do you have a lot of friends?
* Maybe :$

Are you close with them?
* One can have many frens but onli a few close frens :D

Who do you tell everything to
* Whoever i think should know ;)

Is that person your best friend?
* Yeap, if not why bother telling them?

Does your best friend call you their
best friend?
* Yeap! What do u expect?

Does your best friend have other best
friends?
* Yes, who doesn't? I am not a selfish person okai...

Do you ever fight with your best
friend?
* I would not want to take the risk :#

Does your best friend know everything
about you?
* Yeap.. they sure do.. from my smiles to my tears.. they have been there also :D

Do you know everything about your best
friend?
* Maybe :$

Are your friends jealous of your best
friend?
* I dun know and i dun give a damn. After all those people din come and help me when i needed them unlike my best friends.

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
* Danie Dharma gets the title of being my bf :D

Do you have sex with that person?
* I'll wait for first night :D

Are you close with your
boyfriend/girlfriend?
* Duh! He is my best fren cum everything <3!

Do you want kids?
* 2 kids!!! and i want them to look like their dad :)

Do you miss being a kid?
* Not really :S

Who was the last person to call you?
* Mr BF

Who was the last person to text you?
* Jeeva

Who was the last person to comment on
your myspace page?
* I dun have the account.

Do you have facebook?
* What are those stuffs?

Who was the last person to write on
your facebook wall?
* -__-"

Which do you like better facebook or
myspace?
* Roar!

Have you ever cheated?
* NOH!

Have you ever been cheated on?
* I know that he would not :D

Would you ever cheat?
* He doesn't deserve it

Do you have any tattoos?
* Not interested

Do you have any piercings?
* Only one in each ear.

Do you have any regrets?
* All my regrets have only landed me in HAPPINESS!!!

What are you wearing?
* White and Red shirt wif jeans

Do you have plans for the weekend?
* Not yet.. Mr BF, are u free?

will you be with your friends this
weekend?
* I dun know

When was the last time you were drunk
* I dun drink

Do you ever lie?
* If i need to but only to some people :$

Do you enjoy sex?
* I think i will enjoy it when the time comes.. hey, i am a human too..

How often do you have sex?
* I'll wait for abt 7 years to answer this question

What was the last movie you watched?
* 28 week later

Who was the last person to email you?
* HQ peeps

Is that person a close friend?
* Nope

Would that person do anything to hurt
you?
* I dun think they have the time -__-"

Does that person know a lot about you?
* Not at all

Who was the last person you talked to?
* Jeeva!!!

What did you say?
* Thank you for the envelope

Do you wish you were somewhere else?
* Yeap, a dozen places in my mind

Are you a nice person?
* Ahahah.. u doubt tat?

Do people like you?
* U think i care?

Do you have friends from out of state?
* Nope

Where do they live?
* Pluto!

Do you have friends from out of the
country?
* Haiz.. if only i have...

Have you ever been out of the country?
and if yes where?
* JB :X

Where would you like to go?
* Hawaii

What song are you listening to?
* The bloody noisy fan of Fujitsu!

Are you getting bored of this survey?
* Sick of typing to a certain extent

Are you close with your parents?
* Mom :D

What's your favorite thing to eat?
* Whatever i feel like eating at times

Whats the thing that you hate the most
to eat?
* Veggies

Do you think anyone will do this
survey?
* Someone who is as bored as me :)

Do you think 60 questions is too many
to
answer?
* Not too many but too boring :( Make it more interesting then :P

Tests

2007-05-28T16:14:00.000+08:00

You Are Boyish Sexy

You're the kind of girl who gets along with all the boys

Whether it's holding your own in a game of touch football...

Or kicking some major butt while playing Xbox.

You hang with the guys easily, while still keeping your girly sexiness.

What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

You Are Straight

There's not much queer about you.

So let's just say you're straight... but not narrow.

What's Your Sexual Orientation?

i knew i am STRAIGHT all along :)

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"Nice doggy."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

- Woof! Woof! -

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful

But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself

You're the perfect blend of independent and caring

You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

i am nt so sure abt this :$

You are a Great Girlfriend

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable.

Overall, your true self is passive and thoughtful.

With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

Interesting response

2007-05-28T16:10:00.000+08:00

Rj question: We are constantly making calculations throughout our lives". Do you agree with this statement? Why?

Response: Yes, i do agree that we are constantly making calculations throughout our lives. From our baby steps until the time we are on our death bed we are making calculations. When we are going to buy things, we calculate. When we do something, we calculate. Even when we love someone, we calculate the amount of love they are giving to us and comparing it with the amount we are giving them. Sometimes when we do not calculate, we do not know what is the next step to take. Example is when we are buying something. If we do not go with an objective and budget into the shop, we might overspend or end up with cash shortage just because we failed to calculate. In fact calculation is something like planning. It helps us to judge certain things. That's all. Saras :)

Reply from Faci: True, calculation is a means of evaluation, and helps us plan our course of action. We weigh the pros and cons of the options available, and make the best judgement or decision we know how. But they almost always involve an element of risk. Even taking your example of loving someone, calculating whether we're getting a fair amount of love back in return is common, though we often have no definite way of determining how to actually calculate that! And there's risk involved in giving of our love too, isn't there? :)

How well do u know me?

2007-05-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/396503

Those who have to do the quiz: Danie, Veeni, Shri, Roy, Clement, Ayuz, Cynthia and of u guys out there :)

2 Ways to Start Burning fat Quickly

2007-05-07T15:32:00.000+08:00

2 ways to start burning fat quicky!!!

1. Exercise in the morning.
2. Eat breakfast in the morning.

Morning Checklist

Workout for at least 30min after waking up in the morning
Eat a healthy breakfast
Burn fat & lose more weight during the day

Use these 2 tips to reveal that six-pack, fit into that dress for an upcoming event like a wedding or reunion, or to impress that special someone. Whatever your fitness goal is these 2 tips above will surely help you reach them.

Read up more at this website.
http://www.streetdirectory.com/travel_guide/11162/health/2_ways_to_start_burning_fat_quickly.html

Random Pics

2007-04-24T15:12:00.000+08:00

I feel so bored in class now. So i shall resort to uploading random pics... Enjoy!

This is my Favourite Moron!

Me using my sister's specs o-0

Amazing Race by RP, 2006.. Shibby!

I love this pic! Erotic!!!

So sweet! *sigh*

Dun ask me the purpose of this pic coz i dun knw :$

No idea why but these 2 guys LOVE to bless me :|

Bored

2007-04-24T14:58:00.000+08:00

This quiz has 85 questions. Here's what you're supposed to do.... and DON'T spoil the fun.
Copy this entire bulletin and paste it onto a new bulletin that you will send. Change all the answers so that they apply to you.

PUT HOW LONG IT TOOK YOU TO DO THIS AS THE SUBJECT.

The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known facts about those who know you.

1.Start Time: 2:47pm

2.Name: Saras

3.Nickname: Saras & Sasa

4.Astrology sign: Scorpio

5.Gender: Female

7.Hair color: Black

8.Eye color: Black

9.Height: 1.63

10.Favorite Most color: Green

11.Glasses: Yeah o_0

13.Tattoos: Nah :)

14.Birthplace: Singapore

15.Area code: 68

16.TRUE friends: They know who they are :]

******HAVE YOU EVER*****

17.Cut your own hair?: yeap, i do trim my hair myself.

18.Done something in the past regret? : my words can hurt at times. sorry :$

19.Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to?: If i am nt fated to meet them, i dun think i would even knw they exist. makes sense?

21.Skipped school?: Yea.. RP students do!

22.Bungee jumped?: Nah

24.Punched someone?: No, i am against violence :)

25.Been arrested?: Nope. i am a good girl.

27.Broken into someones house?: what do u tink?

28.Been to a funeral?: yea.

32.Used a lighter?: to light bdae cake :)

*****FAVORITE*****

34.Season: Autumn

36.Ice cream flavor: Chocolate

37.School subject(s): Science.. science and more science...

38.Candy: hmm..

39.Breakfast: no way!

40.Juice: lime

41.Book(s): Suspense and romance

42.Movie(s): Horror and comedy.

43.Song(s): Fast beat.

50.Letter(s): S

51.Favorite fast food restaurant : I'm Lovin It!

52.Disney Princess: Not really into them.

53.TV station: o_0

54.Name for a son: Gibberish

54.Name for a daughter: Blah Blah.

******DO YOU PREFER*****

56.Chocolate or Vanilla?: Choc

57.Alcoholic or not? : Strictly against it.

60.Scary movies or comedies?: Comedy.

61.Short or long hair? : Long.

62.Croutons or bacon bits?: what on earth are those?

******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******

64.Mexicans in general: KFC banditto!

65.School: Fun & stress together

66.Grass: Green

67.Cow: MOOOO!

68.Canada: Beautiful girls!

69.Mouse: My sister.

70.Hands: Nails.

******THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU******

71.Watched a movie?: Nope.

72.Talked on the phone?: Duh!

73.Cried?: Nope.

74.Choked?: Are u nuts?

75.Drank a glass of water?: want me to die isit?

76.Done Drugs?: panadols?

77.Read a book or magazine?: yeap!

78.Watched TV?: duh!

79.Looked in the mirror?: i go to sch! so yea....

80.Taken a shower?: nope, i'm on a mission to save water.

81.Taken a picture?: yes. seema made me take one.

82.Listened to music?: no music, no life.

83.Kissed someone?: i love kissing and i love the one i kiss! *Danie Dharma, this is for u.. Muacks!*

84.Told someone you liked them?: i tell him tat i love him, everyday :)

85.End time: 2:57

SIT & STA camp pics

2007-04-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

Haiz, atlast i got some time to sit and take a break. have been busy cleaning house since yesterday. never leave my house for past 2 days. now i got arm crams due to painting the prayer room :| nevertheless i wan to blog about the camp.

Earlier this week, we had first aid duty for the SIT & STA camp. so the camp started on sunday. During the early afternoon, i and clement were bored. so we ended up editing pictures. those were the ones uploaded in the earlier post. Then Danie came!!! he came to overnight for one night. He came around 5 plus then Roy came around 6 plus but he left to meet durga then returned at 9 plus. After that the fun started. The guys started to pray to the easter bunny, Jacintha!

Easter Bunny, Jacintha!!!

They started with 1 minute of silent for the bunny :$

All hail the Great Bunny of Easter!

Bend and surrender your thought to the rabbit!

I bet atleast one of them would have been praying for 4D number :) Typical Singaporeans!!!

Roy felt guilty for not giving me $50 when i asked him. So he thought he can get rid of the guilt feeling and sin by offering joss stick to the easter bunny...

"Oh Great One! please wash my sins away.. i dun wan to be guilty for the 50 bucks for the rest of my life.. please..." - Roy's thought. Easter bunny then replied " Your sins will be washed away only if you give Saras the $50. She deserves it :) she is such a sweet darling!"

After this praying and all, Roy was teaching us ballroom dancing. Yes, ballroom dancing in the EXCO room. No other place to dance at okai. During this time right the guys decided to become monkeys. They wanted to climb onto each other. I am not lying. Look at it for yourselves!

I got no idea what were they thinking.

Roy used a chair to climb on top of Clement. *oops* Sorry bro, got to tell the truth since u din give me $50 :)

Then there was some wrestling stunts proudly acted by Roy the Guy who didn't give me $50 & Danie the Guy who refused to buy me erasers :\

Please dun ask me what are all these stunts. i only took pictures.
There was a 2nd part to it!

And a third part also.HAIZ!!! GUYS!!!

While all this was happening, there was something that was not working. And that was the air-con. Due to some stupid rule, they didn't switch on the air-con. Thus, the room was all stuffy :( So we all decided to go for a walk.

Introducing the 3 times bodybuilding champion:
Danie Dharma!!!

As he walks down the pathway...

To the agora stage...

And he starts posing without his shirt :)

Hmmm, quite impressive

I LOVE HIS BACK SPREAD!!!
-WOLF WHISTLE!-

It is one minute to 12 midnight and he is still posing...
this shows his passion to pose even for the ghost that might be floating around the agora stage at that time :|

While Dear was busy posing at the stage, there were some yr 1s from the camp who walked past the stage. They went "WOW!" At the sight of him. I went "Ahem" to Danie for fun. I was like enough enough, i dun wan competition wif some other girl :$ hahah.. Jacintha, Roy and Clement started laughing.

Then the 2 frens wif 8 years of frenship decided to do more stunts!
Look at the time, 12 midnight already.

Then we headed back to the EXCO room to watch american pie 5: Naken Mile. Bloody funny. especially Jacintha who kept saying that it is a sin to watch those kind of movies due to their content. But she was the one laughing the loudest. hahah.. wat can u expect from easter bunny after all :) After the movie most of us KO. Sleepy after all that fun and laughter. Man, it was one of the best first aid duty. If only we get such a chance again...

2007-04-10T00:37:00.001+08:00

Maybe i have been an insensitive idiot!!!
Actually i AM A-HELL-
OF
-INSENSITIVE
-UNREASONABLE
-NONSENSICAL
-IDIOTIC
-MORON!!!

SIT/STA camp pics!!!

2007-04-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

This is what i & Clement did when we both were bored :$

Easter bunny!!!

Oh!!! Roy-a-lisa!!!

2007-04-08T00:14:00.001+08:00

Your Lust Quotient: 0%

Congratulations, you have your lust under control.

It's not that you aren't a lustful person, you just like to save it for the perfect occasion!

How Much Lust Do You Have?

3 Time champion as of Today!!!

2007-04-01T01:15:00.000+08:00

My 3rd month anniversary was awesome!!! Really AWESOME!!!
I accompanied Danie to both of his competitions. It was a totally new experience coz I've never been to a bodybuilding competition. Met him at Yew Tee mrt station at 9 plus in the morning. Then both of us went to Toa Payoh for the first competition. I waited while he registered. Thn headed to Mac for breakfast. Followed by which he went to get ready. Meanwhile Veeni came to support Danie.

The stage for the contest.

While waiting for the contest to start... We decided that the camera deserves to capture our faces too :)

Look at Danie!!! -woo!!!- Front row, 3rd from right. This pose is called the "Side Chest".

This one is the "Front Abdominal-Thigh Isolation"

My all time favourite, which i tink is one of his best post: " Front Lat Spread" Some of the guys with good shoulders really looked like cobras which is opened it's hood. Trust me!

This one is called "Front Abdominal-Thigh Isolation". Look at all those abs! -faints-

Top 5 for open category. My lovable BF is 2nd from right *wolf whistles*

Weiming & Danie

While waiting for them to start the one minute individual posing :$

I'm unable to invert the pic. Sorry dear. Oh ya, during the break before the finals take place. He looks like some innocent school boy.

The Sun was too glaring!!!

Random picture of our things :X i was bored at Mac during the break time.

Pardon my face with pimple scars -__-"

My sister's nails are manicured by herself :P

Fries sharing can also be very romantic at times <3!!!

The tyre is actually 232kg. The participants had to roll it from one end to another for a distance about 20m.

Look at the number of people needed to push the tyre!

They also had to pull vehicles to show their strengths! Clement & i were amazed :)

Thank u Clement for coming down to support Danie!!!

Oh ya, Danie got 3rd for the open category!!!
I forgot about the rest & can't be bothered :)

Clement wif Danie after the competition :)

Me & my hubby!!! *hugs*

Then came to the 2nd competition of the day: Muscle Explosion 2007!
I, Danie and 4 of his other frens then left for raffles place area for another competition in which he took part. The competition took place at about 7:40pm. So after some program, started the competition everyone was waiting for. The muscles explosion 2007!!!

Danie took part in the under 21 category.

Judging for the 3 here, obviously Danie looks more impressive than the rest. There were 4 others if i nt wrong. In all there were about 6 to 7 competitors in this category. The whole hall was cheering for him "Cobra!!! Cobra!!!" It is something with the pose: Back spread. It looks like a cobra opeining it's hood. He really had the most wide and impressive back spread among all. ;) i was surely amazed!!! I went like "WOW!!!".

So naturally he won the under 21 category!!! Yea!!! His 3rd champion title!!!

The top 5 of under 21 category... The ranking was in the following order from the left:

4th, 2nd, award-presenter, champion, 3rd, 5th...

There after there was the champion of all champion round. That means the champion of the 3 categories ( under 21, 22 - 26 & 27 and above) to compete to see who is the best.

Most of them expected Danie to win. The audience were all chanting "6" but it was another guy who got it. Danie ltr explained to me that the other fella's condition was much better.

The guy 2nd from right is the winner for the champion of all champion competition. He was also good.

After the competition, all of us were leaving the auditorium. Then a guy approached me and asked" Are you Danie's supporter? Did you come with him?" I was like "yes :)". The next question shocked me. "Is he your brother? " I looked at him like this and replied: 0_0, nope. "Oh, he is your good friend?" I was like "nope, he is my bf" wif a shy smile. The guy was like "oh , i'm sorry. tell him that he was very good and that he should join the competition again next year. He'll surely win the champion trophy. I expected him to win." i was beaming with happiness and replied, "no problem. i'll tell him." Then another lady also came up to me to ask. She also mentioned that Danie did extremely well. He deserved to win :)

I was so overjoyed. Imagine a hall full of people cheering your bf/bro/friend's name. It is a feeling that can't be expressed with words. Experience it and you'll know what i mean. Back to the after event, i was waiting one side for Danie after coming out of the auditorium. I was standing in one corner watching everyone who walked pass him actually congratulated him. I was very happy for him. He is one step closer to his dreams. I was there to support him and to let him know that i'll be always be by his side no matter what. Then he looked at me and asked me to wait. I stood patiently while they were settling the other stuffs. Then he walked to me. The first thing i did was to hug him, congratulate and give him a peck on the cheek. The happiness i saw in his face was something that i can't forget until now. We left the place right after that then went to raffles mrt to meet Roy. Meanwhile i was cam-whoring. lolz!

Look at the size difference! I got a BF wif gigantic feet :$

Reflections are nice to take pictures of :)

Wrong angle but nice image captured.

*ARGH* pardon my face again -__-"

Then Roy came. So it was his turn to help us take a nice picture.

US.

The BFs. I mean Best Friends!

Then came the time when Roy had to become retard:

Look at his evil & retard look 0_o.

Pardon the rewtard guy.

Lastly comes the champion of the day!!!

Introducing the 3 times champion "Danie Dharma"!!!

That's it for now folks!!!

2007-03-27T17:55:00.000+08:00

You are Everything To Somebody!

someone is very proud of you someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you
someone misses you
someone wants to talk to you
someone wants to be with you
someone hopes you aren't in trouble
someone is thankful for the support you have provided
someone wants to hold your hand
someone hopes everything turns out all right
someone wants you to be happy
someone wants you to find them
someone is celebrating your successes
someone wants to give you a gift
someone thinks you ARE a gift
someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot
someone wants to hug you
someone loves you
someone wants to lavish you with small gifts
someone admires your strength
someone is thinking of you and smiling
someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on
someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun
someone thinks the world of you
someone wants to protect you
someone would do anything for you
someone wants to be forgiven
someone is grateful for your forgiveness
someone wants to laugh with you about old times
someone remembers you and wishes you were there
someone is praising God for you
someone needs to know that your love is unconditional
somebody values your advice
someone wants to tell you how much they care
someone wants to stay up watching old movies with you
someone wants to share their dreams with you
someone wants to hold you in their arms
someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms
someone treasures your spirit
someone wishes they could STOP time because of you
someone praises God for your friendship and love
someone can't wait to see you
someone wishes that things didn't have to change
someone loves you for who you are
someone loves the way you make them feel
someone wants to be with you
someone is hoping they can grow old with you
someone hears a song that reminds them of you
someone wants you to know they are there for you
someone is glad that you're their friend
someone wants to be your friend
someone stayed up all night thinking about you
someone is alive because of you
someone is remorseful after losing your friendship
someone is wishing that you would notice them
someone wants to get to know you better
someone believes that you are their soul mate
someone wants to be near you
someone misses your guidance and advice
someone values your guidance and advice
someone has faith in you
someone trusts you
someone needs you to send them this letter
someone needs your support
someone needs you to have faith in them
someone needs you to let them be your friend
someone will cry when they read this

How to make love

2007-03-27T17:51:00.000+08:00

HOW TO MAKE LOVE

Ingredients:
4 Laughing eyes
4 Well-shaped legs
4 Loving arms
2 Firm milk containers
2 Nuts
1 Fur-lined mixing bowl
1 Firm banana

Directions:

1. Look into laughing eyes.
2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms.
3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently.
4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out
until well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milk
containers.
5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover
with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight).
6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not

soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls.

Notes:
1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully
before and after use.
2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use.
3. If cake rises, leave town.

Credits to : http://www.berro.com/entertainment/twisted_fun_thoughts.htm

If you love someone....

2007-03-27T17:48:00.000+08:00

If You Love Someone,

This is the original quote: If you love someone, Set her free... If she comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, she never was....

New Versions:

Pessimist: If you love someone, Set her free ... If she ever comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, as expected, she never was

Optimist: If you love someone, Set her free ... Don't worry, she will come back.

Suspicious: If you love someone, Set her free ... If she ever comes back, ask her why.

Impatient: If you love someone, Set her free ... If she doesn't come back within some time forget her.

Patient: If you love someone, Set her free ... If she doesn't come back, continue to wait until she comes back ...

Playful If you love someone, Set her free ... If she comes back, and if you love her still, set her free again, repeat ....

C++ Programmer: if(you-love(m_she)) m_she.free() if(m_she == NULL) m_she = new CShe;

Animal-Rights Activist: If you love someone, Set her free, In fact, all living creatures deserve to be free!!

Lawyers: If you love someone, Set her free, Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in the Second Amendment of the Matrimonial Freedom

Biologist : If you love someone, Set her free, She'll evolve.

Statisticians : If you love someone, Set her free, If she loves you, the probability of her coming back is high If she doesn't, your relation was improbable anyway.

Schwarzenegger's fans: If you love someone, Set her free, SHE'LL BE BACK!

Over possessive person : If you love someone don't set her free.

MBA : If you love someone set her free instantaneously and look for others simultaneously

Psychologist : If you love someone set her free If she comes back her super ego is dominant If she doesn't come back her id is supreme If she doesn't go, she must be crazy.

Somnabulist : If you love someone set her free If she comes back it's a nightmare If she doesn't, you must be dreaming.

ERP functional expert : If you love someone set her free If she comes back, map her into your system If she doesn't, carry out a gap-fit analysis

Finance expert : If you love someone set her free If she comes back, its time to look for fresh loans If she doesn't, write her off as an asset gone bad.

Marketing Specialist : If you love someone set her free If she comes back she has brand loyalty If she doesn't, reposition the brand in new market

13 questions o_0

2007-03-25T16:15:00.000+08:00

THIRTEEN deep questions that willreally tell you something about you.Not stupid questions like" What is your favorite underwear
brand ? "

1)What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel ?

- looking into someones eyes when they are telling me how they feel. I might not knw what to expect -__- i look into the person's eyes when i am telling them how i feel because i feel more sincere tat way and i am sincere about what i say :)

2)Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry ?

- Some family stuffs.. I can't remember why and what happen.

3)You are on a flight from Bristol to KL with your family non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who would you call ?

- I wouldn't call Roy, Danie, Clement or Shri. These people are part of my family too. So they'd probably be wif me on the plane. I'd call either Vicky/Ayuz or Jeeva. Ask them help me pass my last wishes to all.

4)You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you are going to die. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die ?

- Good question. Never thought about this before. Maybe i'll tell those close to me. Then i can spend more time with them :)

5) What do you do with your remaining days ?

- Spend time telling those how i feel about them, eating char kway teow, making a wish list of how my funeral should take place and hug everyone i love!

6)Would you be afraid ?

- Yea, maybe at first. Then once the idea sets in, everything should be alright.

7) You can have one of the following two things - trust/love. Which do you choose ?

- Trust. You can love someone u trust. But you can't trust everyone u love.

8)You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you save the dog ?

- Save the dog hook or by crook. Then get to work. Give my resignation letter before that dumb boss can fire me. Who knows in the future when i am dying, my boss might not even care.

9)You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?

- First things first, i'd rather die than being unfaithful. So no chance :)

10)Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say ?

- Forget it! i got someone am in love wif already :)

11)Think of the last person who you knew that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of their life back, but you have to give up one year of your life. Do you do it?

- No, why should i? But depending on the person. If the person made good difference in other people's life, i wouldn't minding giving up one year of my life for them :)

12)Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend ?

- Yes, jovial, lame, faithful and reliable :)

13)Does love = sex ?

- Nope. I feel that there is sure a need for intimacy. Sex and intimacy is not the same. Intimacy sure strengthens the relationship but there is no need for sex.

That is the end of 13 questions :) You can also write about it if you can.

2007-03-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

My sis said, post this pic online with caption tat says,
" pls help the needy and retard. send ur donations today. this is nt NKf. this is real. help us and spend time wif the needy. they appreciate ur donations. call XXXXXXXX today."

Maybe it'll work :)

2007-03-22T15:17:00.000+08:00

I am sick.. nt sick of life but sick in the sense that my immune system is not in a very good condition now.
1. Flu
2. Sore-throat
3. Stomach cramps (if u happen to sleep in the wrong position, i think this is what u'll get.)
4. Body aching

All these results to being pissed off/mood off easily. Please approach with caution :(

P.S. I AM NOT LOVE SICK.

Mr Bean

2007-03-21T02:23:00.001+08:00

I waited so long for this...

2007-03-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

Today my wish cam true.. and what was my wish?

KISSING IN THE RAIN
-The next time it rains, grab an umbrella, rain coats, and your love. Then go outside and kiss in the rain. If the spirit of the kiss moves you, remove the umbrella and kiss 'till the two of you are soaked.
http://www.theromantic.com/kissing/365.htm for more tips!

I guess this picture and the paragraph above might have already hint what was the wish. I always had this inner desire to kiss the special one in the rain. And i did it just now. The best thing was that it happened at midnight!!!

We were walking back home when it was slightly drizzling. i was wishing "mother nature, please let it rain heavier. Dun give a damn that i am not feeling well. ( i was having sore-throat & flu at that time.) please.. i want to get a wish fulfilled." Danie was giving me a lost look. i was like, "wait, u'll know what is my wish in a while." We were walking across limbang park, getting closer to my place already. i was secretly wishing inside my heart for it to rain heavier.

Before i know it, it was raining heavier. I was like "WHEE!!!!!". I asked Danie whether he mind walking the long way back and he was like "no prob : ) " While walking, i looked at him and said " remember i mentioned about a particular wish which i would like to fulfill. i have always wanted to kiss you in the rain and now i got the chance!!!" and i just gave him one. And as you know the saying goes, "You can't give without taking. It is called kiss." i got one back from him as well. I was super happy after that. i was jumping here and there, into puddles and stuff. Danie just looked at me wif a expression that might have said " Looks like a got a mad girl for a gf :X "

I am super happy .. I mean, it is not always that it rains when u are with your special person. And it is not always that the time would be so romantic especially at midnight. I know that midnight is usually the time for ghosts and stuffs. But still it is romantic. Trust me and try it out with your special ones.

A moment not to be missed and memory never to be forgotten :)

2007-03-18T01:40:00.001+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2007-03-18T01:31:00.001+08:00

You are 80% Scorpio

How Scorpio Are You?

2007-03-18T01:24:00.000+08:00

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.

You have the confidence to make the first move.

And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.

Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

2007-03-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

You Are Apple Green

You are almost super-humanly upbeat. You have a very positive energy that surrounds you.

And while you are happy go lucky, you're also charmingly assertive.

You get what you want, even if you have to persuade those against you to see things your way.

Reflective and thoughtful, you know yourself well - and you know that you want out of life.

What Color Green Are You?

Quiz time :)

2007-03-18T01:16:00.000+08:00

You Are 28% Healthy

You're on your way to having a healthy diet, but you have a ways to go.

Everything is okay in moderation. But you don't quite have moderation figured out yet.

How Healthy Is Your Diet?

To all the girls who look past the nice guys.

2007-03-15T13:35:00.000+08:00

To all the girls who look past the nice guys:

I'm sorry
that i bought you roses
to tell you that i like you

I'm sorry
that i was raised with respect not
to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
that my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your needs

I'm sorry
that i open your car door and
pull out your chair like i was raised

I'm sorry
that i'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
that i am actually nice;
not an asshole

I'm sorry
i don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
i like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
i would rather make love to you then
just f**k you like some random guy

I'm sorry
that i am always the one you need to
talk to, but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
that i always held your hair back when
you threw up, and didn't get mad at you
for puking in my car, but when we went
out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
that i am there to pick you up at 4am
when your new man hit you and dropped
you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me
when i need a friend

I'm sorry
if i'm not being there for you anymore
bcos i am just being used like
a door mat, only to be thrown to the
side when the new asshole comes around

I'm sorry
if i don't answer my phone when
you call, just to listen to you cry
for hours, instead of getting a
couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize
i've been the one all along

I'm sorry
if you read this and know somebody
like this but jus don't bother to care

And most of all..

I'm sorry
for not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
that you can't accept me for who i am

I'm sorry
i can never do anything right,
and nothing that i do is good
enough to make it in your world

I'm sorry
i caught your bf with another girl
and told you about it, i thought that
was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
that i told you i loved you
and actually meant it

I'm sorry
that i talked to you for nine hours
on thanksgiving day instead of
spending time with my family

I'm sorry
that i cared

I'm sorry
that i listen to you at night
talking about how you wish you could
have done something different

Ladies always bitch and bitch to their
friends that there is never any good
guys out there, and they always end up
with assholes who mistreat them. Well
ladies next time you're bitching, maybe
look up to see who you're bitching to,
maybe that special someone is right
there hanging on your every word as
usual, screaming in his head to say,
"Why won't you give me a chance??"
Because the person you are usually
searching for is right by your side.

Updates for the past one month...

2007-03-12T16:13:00.000+08:00

Okay, for sometime i have gone missing due to several red cross and school events like:
17/o2 - Post valentine & Pre-Greg Bdae celebrations
24/02 - CNY event at Red Cross Home for Disabled
03/03 - RP family day at sentosa first aid duty
04/03 - CNY visit at Roy hse
07/03 to 09/03 - PBL symposium

So, my updating shall start from the "17/o2 - Post valentine & Pre-Greg Bdae celebrations":

Before i continue further, i shall convey this message to Cynthia & gang:
Thank you for making it a very memorable event for me. This post is dedicated to all of u especially CYNTHIA!!! u guys rocked the day wif every single energy u had :)

It was my first ever valentine celebration with Danie & frens! I had a wonderful time.. nono.. it shld be great time.. nah... erm... ermm... i can't seem to get the right words to describe the event. it was superb!!! Those at the celebrations were Cynthia and Greg, Danny & Shikin, Suzzanne & Khai , Idil and lastly Danie and me.

If u were to notice, the couples names are in different colors. those are the color code for their dressing. Dressing was over the top. Btw, Danie & me were suppose to be in black but the color can't be seen so i just put it as white.

So we meet up at bugis mrt station at 3:30pm. then headed to some shop house where the food was good.

YUMMY!!! the food wasn't that bad except for the green veggie..
i belong to the anti-veggie club for ur information :P

At a point of time we were suppose to come up with funny expressions for the food:
Presenting to u ~ Shikin

She looks like some Royal Highness who is about to feast on everything in front of her :)

She looks surprised abt the food :O

Now highness seems happy wif her drink =)

Then comes the Superman of the Day: Gregory!

Ermm, he doesn't seem willing to look at his food o_0...

Here comes the weirdest couple!
Danie the animal & Saras the Red Cross Girl!

I knw the exact question running in ur mind now: "Why on earth is that fella opening his mouth so big?" Dun worry, the same question is running in my mind now also...

Then comes the other Danny :)

He looks just like the next-door-guy ;)
He is not as young as he seems.

The Mystery-Man @ Magician of the Day: Idil

He looks to sian to smile to the cam. I tink someone disturbed him while he was enjoying his drink.

After the individual expression comes the 4-by-4 grp pics.
One would be the prince among the princesses

Another would be the poor girl among the hunks :)

Now comes all the funny expressions :P

All the guys seem attached to the cam but me o_0. Dun ask me why...

No explanations for the shocking reactions from the 3 of us... Maybe we say superman eating live chicken -__-

The Magician:

There was some dedication thing which he was in charge of :)

The cards with our names on the other side

The surprise gift from Idil :) Very sweet of him to get us all something...

The cards on/at the side of the vase was from Cynthia. Another sweetie *hugs*

Presenting to u the grp of the Day:

After going for lunch cum dinner, comes the karaoke session.. On the way to the place:

The Beauties of the day

Entering the place:

Then came the dedication part: As the youngest there, i went first *wide grin*

Then others had their dedications..
Suz to Danny :

Then came the singing, jumping, dancing, advance bdae celebrations to Gregory :)

After hrs of fun & excitement, we had some energy left for photo-taking!

Thorn among the roses..
Dun ask me why but i look FAT in this pic!!!
ARGH!!! ultimate disaster :(

I love this pic.. it has loads of attitude in it :P
The all-guys-photo :)

I got to thank all these ppl for the special day and memory they gave me to keep as my first ever valentine celebration wif frens :)
Gregory & Cynthia:

Suz & Shikin:

Danny & Idil:

Lastly would be Danie for introducing me such nice frens :)
I love ya for tat one thing *hugs*

girls when bored!

2007-02-28T15:34:00.000+08:00

WE ARE OFFICIALLY BORED -__-!!!

THIS IS WHAT GIRLS CAN RESORT TO WHEN THEY ARE BORED WHILE WAITING :)

pics at random!!!

2007-02-28T00:42:00.000+08:00

Ghost Rider is simply a must watch!!! graphics and animations were excellent but movie ended too fast :(

I realised that during this time i was msn-ing all the 3 guys who made a difference in my life!!!
Roy(my brother), Clement( one of my best guy-frens) & Danie(my bf)! :)

I was happily smiling to the cam when my crocodile was trying to bite off my brother's head!!!

Happy 2 month anni dear!!! <3!!!

My V-D gift from Danie!!!

A random pic :)

I was caught playing with Roy's red skull figurine in the mrt. OOPS :X

We were involved in our own worlds!

My artwork!

And when i get bored.. i do my usual time-passing stuffs.. tat is to climb around RP...

More pictures to be uploaded when i get them :)

2007-02-18T01:41:00.000+08:00

I DUN KNOW WHY BUT I FEEL LIKE A FIRST CLASS IDIOT!!!

Teddy Bear!!!

2007-02-12T16:11:00.000+08:00

Introducing to My Teddy Bear customized Just to Hug ME!!!
How i got to know him:
Roy, my brother saw how happy i was being single decided that it was time to intro me guys. He mentioned that he had a few innocents friends and wanted to introduce one to me. I not being interested just agreed at that time. As time passed, that fella won my heart. So i am his now!!!

I love him!!!!!

My dearies!!!

2007-02-12T14:42:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to all my "Dearies" in my life...

Starting from the new to the old ones :)
Me and Shri. I got to know her through Roy. A sensible and lovable girl who never fails to make me laugh. At the same time, she does knock in some sense into me :)

Introducing our Mafia: Dass He is one big time joker who loves to make fun of me. Forever jabbing people!

Introducing to you: My Brother, Roy!!! He made a very BIG difference in my life and yes, my life has taken a big turn. I never expect to meet such nice people through him. I'll intro one person he intro me to who made my life heaven ltr on the post!!! I love my bro! oh ya, he is still single :)

My Dearie Thevii: She was there when i wanted someone to talk to. She advised me and always told me make decisions that you are sure you wun regret about in the future. She is such a good and lovable girl! A fren i made in year 1 but got closer to her when we were in the same class. I really got to exchange thoughts about different things wif her.

Then comes my hubby, Clement Chan! I know him since year 1 but got to know him better in year 2. He is like my guy best fren... He seen me smile, cry, laugh, act retard and everything!!!

Now will be my darlings i know even some time before:
Seema Babe and Me!

Jeeva Angel and Me!

Sery & Me!!!

Now my Year 1, semester 1 class mates:

Sentosa wif the Morons!

Now comes my Secondary Sch Besties:
Ayuz & Nu. I love them to the mega core. Even though we might not be in contact all the time, we still remember to catch up wif each other once in a while.

I have completed the entry about my dearies in life. The next entry is about my special someone i love to the mega core.. My teddy bear :)

Seoul Garden!!!

2007-02-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

LUNCH AT SEOUL GARDEN WIF MY YEAR 3 FRENS!!!
DASS, ROY, SYAIDAH, LEELIN AND a few others...
Including Shri, Clement and Me :)

Had a lovely time wif them.. gona miss them when they graduate from RP!
No more library sessions, lunchs, after school-going-home-together, rain fights...
*haiz*

Introducing my Act-Cute-Brother: Roy Rodrigues *check out his blog too: www.rodrigues-doom.blogspot.com*

He looks like Robin from some Retard kid land :X

My sweet Vice president of Red Cross!!!

Roy & Shri

Clement & ME!!!!

Shri & Me!!!

US!!!

Dass & His Fren

Formal Shot!

Informal Us!!!

bluek to you :P

2007-02-07T10:54:00.000+08:00

I FEEL GOOD NOW!!!
HAHAHA.. you wanted to make me a laughing stock but to no avail.
Better luck next time!
Why u wan to bother about something that doesn't even matter to u.
U wanted to make my life a living hell ah...
i feel sorry for u..
once again, BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME!
seriously, if u think that by doing all these shit and craps u can destroy my life. Then you should wait for me to take the next step.
I'll show you how to make someone's life a LIVING HELL!

nails!

2007-02-06T17:03:00.000+08:00

Painted nails is nothing unusual. However getting your guy-fren to paint you a nail is something different. The 2 nails painted above was one by me and another was by CLEMENT!!! So guess which is by who... Note the difference also...
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Presenting to u the difference:

So which nail is painted by who??? The answer is: The NEATER one was by CLEMENT CHAN!!!!
On the other hand, the messier one was by me :X

Oh ya, he just mentioned to me that he is willing to paint nails for free... So girls out there click on the link to his blog or tag me to ask for his number. Another thing, he is still SINGLE and AVAILABLE!!! up for grabs :) He is a very nice and gentleman. Super duper sweet... certified by me :D

Here is another picture he took of me...
presenting to u : The maid
He made me look like a beggar. Look into the bowl, there is actually a 5 cent there donated by the 'kind soul' clement o_0
View his blog for more details:
www.clemclem88.blogspot.com

Kissing

2007-02-04T01:46:00.000+08:00

Since my blog-skin is something to do with kissing, i thought a little research would do me no harm. So here are my findings :D

What is a kiss?
A kiss (from Old English cyssan "to kiss," in turn from coss "a kiss," perhaps onomatopoeic) is the touching of the lips. The scientific name for kissing is osculation.

As an expression of romantic affection or sexual desire, kissing involves two people kissing one another on the lips, usually with much more intensity, and for a considerably longer period of time. In more passionate kissing couples may open their mouths, suck on each other's lips, or move their tongues into each others' mouths (see French kissing). Sexual kissing may also involve one person kissing another on various parts of the body (see Foreplay).

The term is also used for expressions of affection that do not involve the lips. The "Eskimo kiss" is executed by the two individuals gently rubbing the tips of their noses together.[wikipedia]

Anatomy of a kiss:

Anyone who has ever been kissed knows that the sensations involved aren't confined to the mouth. Your facial nerve carries impulses between your brain and the muscles and skin in your face and tongue. While you kiss, it carries messages from your lips, tongue and face to your brain to tell it what's going on. Your brain responds by ordering your body to produce:

Oxytocin, which helps people develop feelings of attachment, devotion and affection for one another
Dopamine, which plays a role in the brain's processing of emotions, pleasure and pain
Serotonin, which affects a person's mood and feelings
Adrenaline, which increases heart rate and plays a role in your body's fight-or-flight response

When you kiss, these hormones and neurotransmitters rush through your body. Along with natural endorphins, they produce the euphoria most people feel during a good kiss. In addition, your heart rate increases and your blood vessels dilate, so your whole body receives more oxygen than it does when you're just standing around. You can also smell the person you're kissing, and researchers have demonstrated a connection between smells and emotions.

Your body may also play a role in who you prefer to kiss. Researchers have proven that women prefer men with immune system proteins that are different from their own. In theory, having a baby with someone with different immune proteins can lead to healthier offspring. Scientists believe that a woman may be able to smell these proteins while kissing, and that what she smells may affect whether she finds her partner attractive.

Link relating to kissing:
http://people.howstuffworks.com/kissing1.htm

Quotes related to kissing:

"Where should one use perfume?" a young woman asked. "Wherever one wants to be kissed," I said.
"Her lips on his could tell him better than all her stumbling words."~ Margaret Mitchell

The quote i like best:
A kiss is something
you cannot give without taking
and cannot take without giving.
My comment about kiss: No kiss is ever the same ;)

Never take but always give

everything is so wrong

2007-02-02T09:33:00.000+08:00

why is it that things are very different now?
I dun know whether is it my fault ...
if it was mine, tell me so.. i'll change..
i mean it. i wan u there for me, but the question is now whether are u still going to be there for me like u used to.. ur answers have changed... i no longer get the same messages.. the distant has grown... why? why? why?
i wan things to go back the way it was...
but i know all i can do now is to wish...
nth but to wish...

missing ya

2007-01-30T00:12:00.000+08:00