Thursday, August 25, 2011
lonely..I feel like talking to someone right now. But the thing is there is no one for me.
No matter what people around me say, i know the truth is that no 1 can be there for me 24/7. I got only myself to depend on.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Where is my pillar of strength when i need it? Life is getting so hard. I'm practically screwing up every single exam of mine. i'm losing my family. i dont know where my life is leading to. in a self-fish world like this, is it even possible to be selfless and to care about other people?wtf! you cant be a man and stick to ur words. you are such a hypocrite! i have the conversation to prove it.
Friday, August 27, 2010
I just got shouted at.
This is the first time the person raise his/her voice at me :(
Monday, May 17, 2010
Hi everyone, I'm Danie, Saras's boyfriend. I'm hacking into her blog as a revenge attack for her hacking into mine and writing me a sweet post. Muahaha! Revenge will be sweet!
Well I just wanted to say that she is someone really special. She looks like a little girl on the outside, but has a really strong character! The 2 of us have been together for close to 41 months now, and its just amazing how she keeps our relationship spicy and exciting! Ive been told by many people that the first few months of a relationship, at most the first year would be exciting and you will get bored with your partner. Ive seen that happen to people too, but here I am after more than 3 years with her, still feeling crazy about her and thinking about her all the time, last thing before I sleep and first thing when I get up. Its just oven-fresh, like I just met her last month! I just don't know how she does it! Besides being an exciting person who you can never get bored being with, she has a strong heart and an awesome sense of judgment. She is just someone you can count on!
Hey Dear, I know its a very busy point of your life right now, working and doing your part time degree. Honestly, I have no idea how you have been able to manage such a hectic schedule and always stay one step ahead! You are half way through already Baby! I know it gets stressful now and then, but I can't think of a better person who can go through than you! Don't worry Sweetie Pie, I'll always be there for you when you need me. I'll come fetch you from work or school everyday and bring you for dinner, send you home safely and take care of you like a little girl! Would just like to thank you for being the best soulmate a guy can ever ask for! Muacks to you Dear!
P.S I'm actually doing duty and have to get back to work, but I can't wait to meet you!!!! MMMMuuuaahhh!!!
Saturday, April 03, 2010
For the 1st time in my life, i won something through an online quiz!
Though its something small, I STILL WON SOMETHING!
ahahah!
Sunday, March 21, 2010
I feel so upset. Got to pay up school fees in May 2010. Got to pay $5,500 + 7% gst. Haiz.. Moreover for another 3 times (including May 2010).
If i were to take loan, then its 3% interest. Lets say my fees is $16,500. And i want to pay back in 3 yrs, i got to fork out $500 per month. If i were to start paying from Apr 2010, then i will finish paying in Apr 2013. I can only save $200 per month for my future.
If i want to ROM nxt month, i will only have $4,200 at the end of nxt yr. If only i win 4D, i can settle my fees and future. But the thing is i dont buy 4D.
God, please help me.
Sunday, March 07, 2010
My life journey isn't exactly the smoothest. I mean, i did have my fair share of difficulties and problems. I heard of this quote and i think it should be shared. Get together with all your frens and dump all ur problems in this big bag. When u see the problems others go through, the first thing u do is to take back your own problem. Hahah! True.. quite true..
Anyway, there are a few lovely ppl in my life i should say thanks to..
1. My Parents
They have always been there to guide me through my darkest moment. Probably the only time they were happy tat i cried was during my first cry. Every other time i cried might have them thinking maybe they din fulfill their duties as Mum & Dad. They sort of let me grow from my own mistakes. They din tell me what to do, how it should be done and stuff. All they did was to be there when i decide which path to take. Til this very day, i can’t remember my parents saying No to any of the decision i made. Be it secondary school choice, what i wanted to study, my diploma course, my degree course, the frens i made, the Soulmate i brought home. I strongly believe cos they trust me to make the right choices. well, most of the time..
Dearest Ma & Pa, thank you very much.. I know i dont say it often but I LOVE THE BOTH OF U VERY MUCH!
2. My Sisters
They both are the ones i probably fought the most with in my life. Threw things at, scream everything and anything i can think of. At the end of the day, i know neither of us can go to sleep without knowing where the other person is.
Dearest Krishna & Mike 7, i know i'm going to miss the company of the both of u if i get married and move out. Lets treasure the moments k.
3. Mikes (Cousins)
Mikes, deep down we all know how much we love each other & are protective of each other. May this mike bonding keep us going strong.
Dear Mikes, no matter how old we get, we should love each other more and more each day. Anddd i'm waiting for the day to do inspection to all of your partners just like how mine went through :)
4. Ayuz
Ayuz, I've known u seen the age of 13. We always sit together during lessons, whenever possible. It was like super cool. You the hardworking 1 and i'm like the slacker in class. When i got mood, i did maths problem faster than u and u got tensed. Hahaha! Those were the days.
Dearest Ayuz, though we never get to see each other often due to our hectic life , u are always the special girlfriend i have.
5. Jeeva
Thank you very much for all the help you have given me. I still remember how u use to walk into class in the morning with a bright smile on your face and ur wonderful "Ganja" lines. You are 1 with heart of Gold.
Sweet Jeeva, I thank you for everything esp that advice you gave me on 3.11.2006. If not for that advice, i wouldnt be where i am today.
6. Seema
Jaanu, what can i say abt u? U, ur curry puff, blonde hair, frenster, facebook & suhu! Morninh gossips with Chicken sandwich can never be forgotten.. Hahaha!
Jaanu, Life can get hard but just endure aitez :) U are a beutiful & strong woman, u know it.
7. Cynthia Shirley
Sweetie, i still remember the 1st time i saw u. U were like energizer battery with never ending energy source. U have been a wonderful fren and super strong strength of pillar. Words cant describe the friendship we have. All the gossips and secrets we share.. Hahaha! Thanks for the tips just now. i shall try it soon ;)
Lovely Sweetie Cyn,Thank you very much for everything sweetie.
8. Ah Zai
My Dear, i've known u for less than 6 months but still the frenship is so sweet. The nonsense we share and gossips we have. Crazy is 1 word to describe it.
Dear Ah Zai, u are the only female companion i have in Vital 5. Dont worry abt anything while i'm here for u and i know i can always count on u to be there for me :)
Last but no least,
MY SOULMATE....
Sweetheart,
You have been a best fren, a guide, my bodyguard, my little boy, my first love, my tour guide, my partner-in-crime and everything else u can be :) In fact, u gave Love a new meaning. I still remember the 1st time i saw you. U were in a red polo t-shirt and u gave me a head to toe examination. Muacks! Our first hug near cck interchange.. Our first movie, Aragon @ Tampines Mall.. Our first swensons at orchard.. Our first time holding hands @ CG.. (p.s. i just realised that we hugged before we even got around to holding hands!) Our first kiss @ LP.. Our first time meeting each others parents.. Our first Valentine.. Our first overseas holiday together.. So many first and many more to come! I LOVE U SUPER SUPER MUCH BABY! MMMMMMUACKS!
Hearts, Hugs & Kisses,
Your Little Girl
Saras
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmuacks!!!
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Loads of things happened recently..
1. I started school.
2. Bestie got married.
3. Frens are going to get married.
4. I suffered from stomach upset for over 2 weeks and endured without taking MC til yesterday.
5. BF hasnt proposed so i'm nt getting married anytime soon.
6. I went for my first overseas holiday without parents.
7. I shouted at a bangla.
8. New moon release. Jacob is sizziling hot!!!
9. I cant recall at the moment.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Dear All,
I still alive and kicking and crazily in love with the same guy :D
Love ya all,
Saras
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Have u ever wished u belonged to another race?
Friday, June 05, 2009
This is one of the most sweetest thing ever said to me by
My Little Boy:
Danie D says:
i can carry heavy things n do alot of work in a short time, n i hav a FREAKING HIGHER NITEC!!! n im handsomer than the worlds handsomest man which also happens to be me.. so will u employ me?? I'll work for free!
Danie D says:
i'll throw in free OT too
Danie D says:
n a shoulder massage
Awww..
I'm crazily in love with this lovable moron.
Muacksss!!!
Baby Boy, u're my world.
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMuacks!
Thursday, February 26, 2009
A sudden rush of emotions in me when i reflect back on the past 2 years...
I miss him :(
I miss you, My Love...
Can't wait to meet you soon!
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Hello Ppl!!
I am still alive and kicking.. I will upload a few pics and do the blogging later :)
RC Camp in '07
Muscle War '09 * I look fat :( *
Valentine's Day '09 @ Botanical Gardens
My Last Day @ Fareastflora.com
www.fareastflora.com - visit their website for flowers & gifts :)
Saturday, July 05, 2008
Everyone has someone to laugh with, someone's shoulder's to cry on, someone to just confide in their deepest secrets, someone to walk with when the whole world turned their back against them..
Everone has a best fren to turn to but me...
Everyone but me..
Sucks to be best-frenless :)
Monday, May 12, 2008
Passion on Fire!
p.s. It is sizzling hot
Hahahah!!! I couldn't help but to say something stupid that sounded like a crackers slogan.
Thursday, May 08, 2008
He came back and he got me a red shirt (the one i am wearing in the pic) and an elle green watch as an anniversary gift!
So sweeeeeeet!
Things done:
- Mount Faber.
- Went to donate blood with him but i was rejected for low iron so only he donated.
- Watched 4 movies in 3 days
- Nim's Island
- Superheros
- Doomsday
- Iron Man
- Ate like a pig :(
So in all, it was ultimate coolness to have him back..God i realli missed him and i am missing him right now coz i last got to see him 2 days ago.
Boyfriend!!! I realli love YOU! i can't wait to see u ..
18 hours to go...
Monday, April 07, 2008
I am going to miss Mr BF when he is off for his 3weeks sailing. I am super duper going to miss him :( I secretly hope that the God of the Sea will do something not that terrible but bad enough for the sailing to get cancelled & it won't have to be re-scheduled :P
So when i am longing for the love of the sailor, i will be doing the following:
1. Read the 4 new books which i have ( 1 bought by myself and the other 3 darling bought for me)
2. Watch smallville (God-knws-how-to-spell-it)
3. Get together with a few frens namely sec/pri and childhood frens.
4. Get a job and settle down!!!
5. Stay home and rot for 3 weeks all alone with no company by him. i am going to feel super bored coz i got no one to complain to and no one else will have time for me.
Message for Dear Darling Danie Dharma,
I pray that you will have a safe trip back and that the sailing wouldn't have squeezed out all the muscles u took years to gain. I promise i will let you go and train more often than you get to see me after your sailing. [provided that you leave out the training on impt days like anniversaries :) ] I will not do anything that will upset u. Try to call coz 3 weeks of not talking a single word to you it quite impossible for a chatterbox like me. I will drop by to ur house to visit your mom. i will air-out ur room also. i will entertain ur hse dog. Okai, now i sound like a maid :(
Anyway, i just want you to know, I LOVE YOU despite the fact you might nt be able to bring me a mermaid from the sea.I am going to wait for you with open arms. I am going to cook you something nice for the first time once u come back. I will be longing for ur arrival. U have not even left and i am missing you like mad :( i love you sweetheart, i really do.
Love,
Wifey Saras
*muacks*
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
This book is my next aim. i Soooo want to read it!!! Actually buy it!
*psst* Bf,
P.S. I need you
Friday, March 14, 2008
i feel so stressed because i am being offered the same job i rejected in another place!!!
Saturday, February 16, 2008
So yea, people have been asking me what was my plans for VD and blah blah blah...
Blogspot, livejournals & xangas and friendsters are all filled with valentine's day wishes/pictures and details. So here is mine....
On Monday ( 11 Feb), Danie got to know that he had to go sailing on the 14th feb. which means tat he had to report to tuas base at 2300hrs. Valentine's gone. We wanted to meet before for dinner on the eve before he left.
On Tuesday (12 Feb), he got to know that he was sailing with another ship at a earlier time slot which is 2000hrs. So dinner plan ruined. Thus, i told him never mind. work finishes at 4:30 pm. i'll meet u for 2hrs or so and we can have a quick dinner.
On Wednesday ( 13 Feb, Valentine's eve), he got to know that he was activated for duty despite the fact that he had sailing on tat day. everyone else who had the sailing could leave work earlier and report back at 1900hrs but him. he had to stay there and do the whatever-shift until they sailed off.
On Thursday (14 Feb), he was at south china sea.
On Friday (15 Feb), Cynthia and i planned for a mini-valentine's celebration with the guys. we were suppose to go for dinner at breeks which is located at causeway. But guess what happen?? At 1045am, he called and said the guy who was suppose to do his duty on that day was on MC. therefore, he has to do it!!! I broke down. wat else to do? Cyn and i ordered cake and placed reservations already. i was blur and cyn tried to suggest ways to get danie out of base but to no avail. At abt 4 ++ pm, danie msged me. He said other ships were coming back and he can leave the place. i thought God was great. we were suppose to me Greg and Cyn at 7plus at woodlands and go for dinner. But guess what happen???
Danie msged saying that he will be late. Greg and Cyn said they din wan to go without Danie to breeks. so we hang out at Mac for til 9plus. then headed to banquet for dinner. we waited til 10plus when danie called. he said he was then onli leaving the place. we waited till 11pm. Danie arrived and we left for Mac with hope that they were 24hrs open. but guess what it only opened til midnight. atleast it was sth. so then danie ate, we cut cake, talked and left. that was my VD celebration.
Moral of the story: Dun have expectations for any occasion if ur partner or family are in the SAF. they can just spoil moments in a snap!!!
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Name 10 ppl u can think of right off e top of ur head.
Dun read e qns underneath until you write e names of all 10 ppl randomly.
This is a lot funnier if u actuallyrandomly list e names 1st.
No cheating!
1. Danie D
2. Nadira
3. Seema
4. Mom
5. Veeni
6. Buvanes
7. Cynthia
8. Jeeva
9. Ayuz
10. Liyanna ( for the harry potter she sent me)
How'd u meet 3?
- Meet her in first sem 2nd yr class
What would you do if you had never met number 1?
- I wun know how much a person can love and care for someone else
Have you ever seen 4 cry?
- Yeap :(
*Where did you meet number 10?
*Haematology class
How do you know 8?
- Hahahah.. in the same class as number 3
What do you think about 7?
- She is such a sweetie who cares for everyone :)
What would you do if 5 confessed theyloved you?
- She is my sister and i'd probably laugh my arse out...
A fact/or something about 9?
- She can get crazy at random moments
Who is 2 going out with?
- No one that i know of. Yet to catch up wif her
What's 6 do for a living?
- Studying
Would you ever live with number 8?
- Hahah.. Ganja life man...
Where does 4 live?
- Same place as me
What do you like about number 1?
- His lame crappiness, his strength to hang me upside down, his muscles and his character!
Is 2 your best friend?
- I know her since the age of 8 and i am 20 now.
Do you miss number 3?
- I will soon :(
What is your opinion of number 4?
- She knows me so well that i can't lie to her :(
Is 10 a power ranger?
- I wish so ;) I'd fight wif her to defeat the evil forces of the Earth
Friday, January 18, 2008
Currently i want to read this book! but FYP is keeping me on my toes. tml is the D-Day. then it is all over : )
I saw the movie. Man, i got to admit that it was good. When Danie said that he wanted to watch it, i said it is not my kind of movie but i realise it actually was!!! I loved every bit of it.
The Star was beautiful :D
i wan to be a star too! i promise to shine bright all night and sleep like a pig the next day.
Monday, January 14, 2008
Sunday, December 30, 2007
It started from this...
to ....
Countdown to the New Year Eve :]
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
A few days ago which was the 30th Nov, it was my 11 month anni. Time flies like mad!
Happy 11 months anniversary sweetheart!
I love you very much :) despite all the torture and irritations and mood swings i have given you, i hope you have not started to hate me :( i still think tat you are the most adorable and macho guy in my life :D
Love,
GF
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One the same day, the former chairman of Red Cross Chapter In RP turned 19 :) Yes, it was Clement's bdae!!!
Mr President of RP RCHN '06-'07,
Happy 19th Bdae!!!
Wish you all the best in life and that ur good buddy, "Mr Flu and Virus" leave you for good becoz i'm always reading in ur blog abut how they infect you almost every month. Start sleeping well and exercising for ur NS. Look and pamper ur hair with protein treatments and everything you want to do with it before it gets all shaven for ur NS.
I know your bdae wish for years have not been granted yet. Take ur time and you'll find her somewhere. If not become the next "mother theresa". You'll be called "Father Clement". HAHAHAH!!!!
Alright, ignore the chickens on our hands. This was during the last year's red cross BBQ in December '06. We had to attend a Red Cross thank you reception first and then we left for the BBQ. That explains our unsuitable attire for BBQ.
I have come to realise tat i deserve nothing in life.
Becoz there is nothing tat i wish for happens.
All my wishes are becoming nothing but wishes!
Great isn't it :) * That was suppose to be sacarstic*
My Wishes all remain as wishes,
My Dreams are dreams...
It is either i haven woke up from my sleep or that i i wish something i should not be wishing for.
Yea, i do get it. I do get on people's nerves at times. But ever thought how much i have given in?
Does it seem fair to me when u get on my nerve but i can't do the same thing? Amazing uhuh.
I know that there is nothing in me to show off. I do agree with all of you.
I din ask you guys to be proud of me. I din request you guys to treat me like royal highness.
All i want is something that i can make you guys proud of me. If i can't reach up to all the different expectations all of u all have for me, then it's okai. I'll try my best. If i have embarassed you while doing so, i'm sorry. If you don't want me to try or that you want me to stop trying, let me know. I'll walk away. see, it is easy to say but the hard part is when doing it.
Once again to you guys out there who think i am not up to ur standard, ur class ur whatever, tell me. don't keep it to yourself and give me a disappointed tone/look when i fail to do it. I'll just slap myself hard on the face, pull my ears and rake out my brains, hand them over to u and walk away. Although the walk away is impossible after raking out my brains :X
Just random thoughts, so no worries.
Love you guys.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Mr Hubby,
My blogskin is going to be my dedication to you for our 10 month anniversary. It felt as though i just met you yesterday. We have gone through alot in the past months. So many different experiences and i am looking forward to having more memorable experiences with you for the rest of my life. Dear, being in Love with you is indeed bliss. I love you loads and once again happy anni!!!!
Love,
Wifey
Sitting all alone with hope
that someone will come and brush away the tears on my face.
But i realise that i am alone here.. all alone..
I got to learn how to care for myself,
Coz no one is going to be there for me.
When i finally meet...
Death
Friday, October 26, 2007
This post is going to be abit different. I'm going to start off with pictures. Shopping in NTUC with bf. So let's see what i got in the plastic...
Some kind of feeling in me made me to get a peek into the plastic
And so i did...
Did i mistake what i saw? No it can't be.. so i took a 2nd peek...
*GASP* it was for real. Ben & Jerry's!!!!
*Screams out aloud* BFFF!!!! it was my love, Chocolate Fudge Brownie!
I went nuts after seeing it..My Love, My Lust!!!
Presenting to you, 3rd Sgt Danie Dharma!!!
He was the kind soul who bought it just for me, just for ME!!!
OMG, you are so kind. May you be blessed with the best biceps, best triceps, best 8 pac abs, best chicken thighs :) , best forearm, shoulders, chest and everything that i forgot to mention upon seeing the ice cream!
*oops* i think when i said that the ice cream was my love, my lust and all, he felt inferior to the ice cream and started to stare at it hard.. Really hard. He wanted to scare the ice cream to the core but the ice cream tub stick out it's tongue to him.
He started to look at the tub right at the spot where it says chocolate fudge brownie.
Then bf realised he needed to use his physical looks to win the ego of the ice cream. and then he flexed his bicep. i was like " Dear, no need to do that. I love you more than everything :) i'm a nice gf. dun worry okai, i'll always call u MY ONE :D" and with that he relaxed. He decided to make friends with the ice cream.
So as frens, they decided to take a nice picture together :D
Yeahness!!! They also made a deal. From now on, if someone tried to bully chocolate fudge brownie, bf will got to the rescue. and supposedly when there is a blue moon and bf accidentally makes me blow my top off.. he'll get choco fudge brownie to do the "manja-ing"/ coaxing.
And then i got hungry and threatened to eat up poor bf.
With no choice left, he began to open the ice cream tube.
*yum yum* - smacks lips -
Hooray!!! BF, you are the best. Even though NAVY might be taking half ur time, do not forget that gf is still here for u. MY ONE!!!!
The first part of the story:
As some of you guys knew i was fasting for one month. That means veggie food only. with so much school work and all, stress started to accumilate in me. That was when i confessed to bf about my craving. i wanted to eat Ben & Jerry's Chocolate fudge browine.. So we went ahead to go find for it. We went to over 3 stores which includes giant at pioneer mall and 7/11s but no avail. I was so sad. So we thought we'll go back to CCK after our plans and then find for it.
After 4 hours of longing for the ice cream, i saw it at Cheers near CCK interchange. But what happen nxt was heartbreaking. I took the ice cream tub and something told me to look at the back of it. and when i saw the ingredients, my heart just shattered. i was so lost :( there was eggs in the ice cream. haiz, i felt so disappointed and bf saw tat. that's when he said that "it's alright gf, i'll get it for you once you finish ur fast." And that's why i got treated to the choco fudge brownie.
BF, Oh BF!!! you are my absolute love!!!!
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